𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲'𝐬

𝐄𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭☆

𝐓𝐰 ( 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 )

𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝐄𝐯𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

Here I was smoking cigarettes on the roof with my best friend Miguel I turned around facing him he looked so happy honestly the view from the roof was amazing other than that me and Daniel weren't doing so good no one new about it but in closed doors things just weren't the same it was toxic I caught him cheating once but stupid me forgave him I just thought maybe just maybe it would be different but it wasn't he was really manipulative and controlling

I haven't had the gut to cut off the relationship mainly because I want the need to feel something anything at this point it doesn't matter what it is I just need to feel something I've been a mess for the past couple months I feel sad, angry, stressed, this whole thing has taken a toll on me my head is filled with parasite black wholes at time all that cover up my eyes I'm such a mess I can't even save myself.

I miss who I was that happy little girl who lived with her perfect little family where her dad would take out for ice cream hell he'd even play tea party with her he'd dress In the tiny princess skirt's wore the tiara's pretend that the plastic food was real food just pleas his perfect little girl where mom would take her out shopping for new princess outfits showed her how a true woman needed to be that was until well you know th..they passed

And here we are now fucked up smoking, stealing, lying, having no self respect feeling like total shit it started to get cold so me and Miguel decided to go back inside he got in first then I did Daniel told me he'd be out the whole night but there he was standing in front of the window he looked pissed "ima go take a shower" Miguel said leaving the room closing the door on his way out that's when I knew it would all begin "are you fucking serious evie what the hell is wrong with you really decided to cheat on me hell I love you and you do this to me" Daniel yelled at me placing his hands on his hair out of frustration

I have gotten used to this so I wasn't really scared "are you fucking serious Daniel we didn't do shit you know we've been friends for our whole lives and if you've forgotten you where the one who cheated on me how many times!?" I yelled back "oh please get over yourself" he said I've had it "you know what we're done get your shit out of my room!" He really didn't like that before I new it my cheek was red and stung really bad I placed my hand on it

"Don't you dare tell me where done" he said slapping me again god how much I hate it here

A/N Short chapters I'm sorry y'all next one will be longer