Chased

White Paint

Hey, it's been a while.

I missed this place. I missed going through word by word and chapter by chapter. I missed consoling feeling I always get in writing. So, anyway if I were to count the time it's been more than a year already, huh. Funny how that gap changed a lot in me. I don't even know how to properly write anymore. My vocabulary got out of tune. 

I'm in my second semester of my second year in nursing school. Just one more month and I'm off to my third year. It's kind of exhausting thinking about thousands of what if's and how my mind became so lazy at the same time. Does that even make sense? Going back, my favorite month of the year 2023 was April 'cause mom went home and we had a lot of fun. We went on several out of town adventures and a lot more. She arrived on April 5th and headed back to UAE last April 27th. Everything went to normal after that. You see, I lost a huge amount weight and after she came I gained like 20% of it back. One thing I didn't like is that I get irritated whenever I feel bloated, and lazier, too. Now, I'm back with my fasting habit and unfortunately, I couldn't go back to my early jog 'cause of this lazy ass. Before I forget, I had my two exes and I'm glad they're out of my life already. Now, I just want to focus on what's more important—me. 

So much to share to you, but I think this is all for now. To more rants with you. 

By the way, got a white paint on my feet. Just sharing.

That's it. Ciao.