warning !
- this chapter contains
s3lfh4rm ! so sorry if any
of y'all didn't like this
chapter much ! -
ejina pov :
the time now is 10:20 pm while me and kahar were chilling in our dorm but suddenly I got a call from . . ayah ?
" we aku keluar kejap au ade orang call "
" okay elok ii tau "
" halah kau ni sekejap je nyah "
I get up and walked out of our dorm and immediately answered the call
" assalamualaikum "
" ye waalakikummusalam "
" ejina dh seminggu ejina tk mesej ayah , knpa ha? "
" kesah pulak ayah dekt ejina? igtkan kesah dekat anak bru ayah tu "
" ejina kau jangan nak kurang ajar dgn ayah kau sendiri eh! "
" macam mana ejina tk kurang ajar kalau ayah sendiri ingkar janji?! "
" emqies ejina sekali lagi kau kurang ajar dgn ayah, automatic aku buang kau dari family ni, jgn igt aku tk berani eh "
" ejina un lagi rela kena buang dri family ni lah! "
as soon as I said that I know I'm gonna regret it
" bagus la kalau macam tu aku sendiri pun dh penat nk hadap kau, emqies ejina binti muhd kaisar mulai hari ini kau bukan lagi anak aku. "
the call ended . .
my heart was shattered into pieces as I heard the last 8 word, did he really remove me from the family ? . .
all I wanted to do now is screaming , crying and hurt myself, I opened the door slowly and I see kahar already asleep
I didn't want to disturb him so I slowly closed the door and walked up to my desk and grabbed my mini kn1fe
yup you know what I did .
I didn't even realize I accidentally cut it a little deep and I accidentally screamed
" ejina . . ? "
I looked at him and immediately covered my wrist with a small napkin that I placed on my desk
" kau baru masuk ke , knpa tk tido , kau buat ape ? "
I didn't answer his question, not until he saw the mini kn1fe on my desk
" we asal ade pisau atas meja kau ? "
I looked at the kn1fe and looked at him again
" hey hey kau okay tk ni em? "
he get up from the bed and walked up to me , he immediately hugged me
" tolong kahar , aku penat kahar "
that's the only thing I could say
