" sure umm let me check if the band is going to come in" he about to walk away
" Oh no need I have Jughead, Fangs and Sweetpea"
" Okay I you see tonight" after he left I finished my shift and went to see my girlfriends to tell her the news
" I am so proud of you" Cheryl said rubbing my cheek
" I wish my dad could say the same" I said with sigh
" Maybe he will come to see it" she said with hope in her eyes
" Maybe But I have not seen him in 13 years baby" I said laying my head on her lap
" well Maybe he changed" she running her hand in my hair
" Nope my dad is a man who doesn't change will you be my support if he does come he is still a serpent by blood" I said closing my eyes
" Does anyone talk to him like FP or you Grandpa TT" she moving my head so she can get up
" Yep" I said flinching when I feel A rush of air come near me
" TT you okay" she asked rubbing my face and I flinch at that
" Yeah um just nerves I am tired" I Iied
" Baby be honest I know when you are lying you always say your tired when you are lying" she said making me open my eyes and get meet with a pair ocean blue ones
" Okay don't be mad I didn't tell you but when I was a kid when my mom died Umm My dad was acting different he started d-drinking and coming home late and he started to umm" I said looking down
" what TT tell me"
" he started to beat me and my brother and it got so bad that he um killed my brother in front of me" I said on the verge of tears
" Oh TT Let all out" she said as I put my head in her neck sobbing
" what is this happens again I don't want the same thing to happen to you" I said getting up to wipe my face
" It is going to Okay Babe" she said Getting up as well
" people tell me I am just like my dad cause when I killed Nick " I said looking at my feet
" you did it for me baby Let's get you ready for tonight" After we talked went over my lyrics and got me dressed
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Later that night ( when she is Preforming)
" Umm Hi My name is Toni Topaz and I want to sing a song I made um based off of my childhood it is call Good Enough" I take a deep breath and Look at Cheryl and she puts a thumb Up and I start singing and watching the door
Oh Oh oh-oh Oh-oh
I gave you all of me But it still ain't enough to make you happy I gave you everything It still don't measure up It feels like I walked five thousand miles And didn't even come close It feels like I try to make you smile But you don't even care, no I'll never be big enough to pay your dues But I keep trying And you just keep on making me jump through hoops What do I gotta do? I just want you to look at me And see that I can be worth your love I just want you to look at me And see that I can be
Good enough, good enough Good enough And see that I can be, yeah
Good enough (Good enough) Good enough (Good enough) Good enough (Good enough)Oh, whoa (Good enough, I can be good enough) (Good enough, I can be good enough) That I can be (Good enough, I can be good enough) Good enough (Good enough, I can be good enough)I try to show you that I'm strong Why do I even bother?
Then he came in and I start to shake
'Cause it's the same old damn song And you call yourself a father, whoa Feels like I'm reaching for the stars But Heaven isn't letting me I wish that I had longer arms But I know that will never be, never be I'll never be big enough to pay your dues But I keep trying And you just keep on making me jump through hoops What do I gotta do? I just want you to look at me And see that I can be worth your love I just want you to look at me And see that I can be Good enough (Enough), good enough (Enough) Good enough And see that I can be, yeah Good enough (Good enough) Good enough, good enough (Good enough) Good enough (Look at me)I'm standing right here waiting for you, here I am (Look at me) Lookin' for your acceptance, do you give a damn? (Look at me) See, it doesn't matter what you think, I'm still a man (Look at me) Open up your eyes, can't you see that I'm good enough? (Whoa, whoa)I just want you to look at me (Look at me) I just want you to look at me And see that I can be Good enough, good enough, good enough I just wanna be, yeah Good enough, good enough, good enough Good enough
Everyone starts clapping even my dad which I am shocked about
" Hey sport come here" I heard him call for me
" Fred Why are you were" I asked looking at my shoes
" You don't call your dad by his name"
" Your not my dad you disown me because you killed your son" I hissed then he punch me in the stomach
" disgrace I wish you died not him" he said and I fell on the floor hold myself and then My vison got blurry and next thing I know I blacked out
This is the end of this one My bestfriend Just jumped on my back while writing and Lost my phone umm but then she kissed me in front of my girlfriend and now me and My bestfriend are dating :)
