Obikaka oneshots

Over the edge

(This is a fanfic I'm adding my own lore sue me)

|warnings: mentions Self-harm, suicide, mentions blood, depression, alcohol use|

Kakashi sat at Obitos grave his mind clouded with regrets and a hate towards himself and the village. Those thoughts influenced by the bottle of sake beside him.
Kakashi was always so put together around others especially his students but Sasuke left the village, Naruto was away training, and Sakura was training under Lady Tsunade.

Teaching was one of the things that kept his mind off things but its been two years without his students to keep him occupied, Naruto is supposed to return in a year.

Naruto.
He reminded Kakashi so much of Obito...
The way Naruto would always rush into things...his dream...his urge to protect his friends...everything.
They even looked somewhat alike.

Naruto seemed like a reminder to Kakashi. A reminder of his past. Not only of Obito...but of his sensei and Kushina. Naruto was their son. And Kakashi couldn't help but remember the year after the nine tails attack. The hate Kakashi held toward the boy. Like the others he blamed the boy.

One night he broke into the home finding Naruto in a separate room from the others.
His skill from the anbu leaving him undetected. Kakashi drew his blade the hate he held burning inside him but when he raised his blade he froze. Looking back at him were blue eyes, naruto was awake and he didn't seemed frightened he smiled and laughed reaching up at Kakashi. Naruto was unfazed by the scary mask he laughed and continued to reach up to Kakashi.

Kakashi dropped his blade to the ground. He moved his hand to narutos small one. Naruto's tiny hand grabbed one of kakashis fingers. Naruto was just smiling and nawed on kakashis glove.

Kakashi realized how horrible he was for hating the boy, an innocent child cursed by fate. Kakashi pulled his hand away and picked up his blade sheathing it. He came here wanting to kill the boy but left feeling ashamed of himself and told himself he will look after the boy from afar.

Kakashi took another drink of the sake.
"I...I don't know what to do anymore Obito..."
Kakashi looked at the sky closing his eyes
"I'm a failure as a teammate, I am a failure as a teacher, a failure as a friend."

Kakashi spoke to no one as he sat at Obito's grave. At least that is what he thought.

In the trees above hidden away listening in a masked man listened to Kakashi's words. He knew Kakashi was in a bad place. 'You'll waste away at this rate.' Obito thought to himself.

"Heh...I guess I've made up my mind" Kakashi stood up and drank the last of the sake Kakashi took off his headband and laid it at the bottom of the stone covered in names of the fallen. Kakashi's mind was made up.

Obito peaked from the trees confused 'what is he doing?'

Kakashi dropped the bottle and turned walking into the forest.

Obito followed keeping hidden something telling him he needed to follow.

Kakashi had arrived at his destination. The cliff seemingly bottomless.
Obito had gotten there shortly after.

Kakashi looked up as the wind hit his face.
"I can't keep my promise sensei...I'm bad at keeping promises." Memories of waking up in the hospital with Minato standing at his bed side. Kakashis wrists covered in bloody bandages. Minato's voice shaky as he tried to keep his composure.

"You were so worried about me...you can lecture me once I join all of you..."

Obito realized what was happening his heart dropped his mind racing 'Kakashi...'

Kakashi looked ahead his ears ringing his eyes seeing through a blurry glaze then he closed his eyes.

Obito jumped from the tree all the sound seemed to disappear everything around him stopping his own ideals and his plan his hate everything pushed aside as his body moved on it's own.

as Kakashi took his final step the ringing stopped.

Kakashi opened his eyes he was in a dimly lit aread the sound of water around him. He stood up and looked around. "Am I dead...?"

As Kakashi stepped forward some appeared infront of him.
"Bakashi!"
Kakashi froze as he saw who stood infront of him. It was Obito...he had on those stupid goggles...
"O-Obito..." Kakashi fell to his knees grief washed over him.

"...why did you do it?"

"...I couldn't...keep living with myself...I-"

"You have a family you know."
Kakashis eyes widened when he said that.

"You're the sensei of team 7-"

Kakashi looked at the ground "they aren't-"

"They are your family. They all care for you even sasuke has his own way of caring."

Obito was a kid he walked to Kakashi

"You can't run from your past,"

Kakashi looked at Obito seeing a mist

"You have to keep living..."

Kakashi opened his eyes. He was laying on the ground his breathing heavy. He sat up he was away from the edge and his arm hurt. He looked around. No one was there.

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Obito grabbed kakashis arm stopping the fall but kakashi hit his head bumping into the side of the cliff knocking him unconscious. Obito pulled Kakashi up and away from the edge his hear racing and his breathing panicked.
"You idiot."
Obito fell to his knees and hunched over looking at kakashi. Obito moved Kakashis hair out of his face. Kakashi looked so tired even while unconscious. Obito looked at the visible scars on kakashis wrists. "I'm sorry...Kakashi."
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"Oi! Kakashi sensei! Come help me with my new jutsu!" Naruto yelled and yamato chuckled
"Mah...alright but remember I'm still recovering from the last mission"

'Seems things have gotten better for you Kakashi...'

Obito smiled a bit under his mask and disappeared in a spiral.

(Yo, I know y'all be still waiting on that second chapter of the anbu one well...maybe not- but hey if you are or aren't here is this while ya wait, its kinda shitty in my opinion bet eh)