this could be us :: lee felix one shots

fourteen

Lee Felix was feeling overwhelmed with doubt and insecurity as he sat alone in his apartment. He had been practicing tirelessly for his upcoming debut with Stray Kids, but he couldn't shake the feeling that he wasn't good enough. As he paced around his room, his thoughts spiraled out of control and he began to feel like he was on the verge of an anxiety attack.

He knew he shouldn't be feeling this way, but he couldn't help it. He had always struggled with self-doubt, and the pressure of debuting in a Kpop group was only making things worse. Felix took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down, but it was no use.

In his desperation, Felix reached for his phone and called his crush, y/n. He knew it was late, but he needed to talk to someone who understood him. The phone rang a few times before y/n picked up, and Felix felt a small sense of relief wash over him.

"Hey Felix, what's up?" y/n asked, her voice filled with concern.

Felix tried to speak, but he couldn't form the words. He felt tears welling up in his eyes and his chest tightening with anxiety. Finally, he managed to choke out a few words.

"I don't think I can do this," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Y/n could hear the fear and doubt in his voice, and she immediately knew something was wrong. She tried to comfort him over the phone, but she could tell that Felix was in a bad way.

Without a second thought, y/n told Felix she was on her way to his apartment. She knew she needed to be there for him, no matter what. As she rushed over to his place, she thought about all the times Felix had been there for her, always putting her needs before his own.

When she arrived, Felix was curled up in a ball on the floor, tears streaming down his face. Y/n rushed over to him and held him close, rubbing soothing circles on his back as he cried.

"It's okay, Felix," she whispered. "You can do this. You're amazing, and you're going to do great."

Felix clung to her, grateful for her presence and the warmth of her embrace. As y/n held him, she whispered words of encouragement, telling him how much she believed in him and how much he meant to her.

For a long time, they just sat there, holding each other and talking about their hopes and fears. Y/n listened as Felix poured out his heart, talking about his struggles and his worries. She listened with empathy and understanding, knowing exactly how he felt.

Slowly, Felix began to calm down. The panic began to subside, and he felt a sense of peace wash over him. He realized that he didn't need to be perfect, that all he could do was his best.

As y/n held him close, Felix knew that he had someone in his life who believed in him, someone who would always be there for him no matter what. And for that, he was eternally grateful.

Y/n nods and takes his hand, leading him to his bedroom. She sits down on his bed and pats the spot next to her, gesturing for him to join her. Felix hesitates for a moment before slowly making his way to the bed, sitting down next to her.

"Okay, I want you to close your eyes and take a deep breath," Y/n says, putting a hand on his shoulder. "Just focus on your breath, and try to relax."

Felix does as she says, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. He tries to focus on his breath, but his mind is still racing with negative thoughts.

"It's not working," Felix says, his voice trembling. "I can't calm down."

Y/n squeezes his shoulder gently. "It's okay, Felix. It's okay to feel overwhelmed and anxious. You're not alone."

Felix takes another deep breath and tries to relax, but his mind is still racing with negative thoughts. Y/n continues to talk to him, soothing him with her words and presence.

After a few minutes, Felix begins to feel calmer. His breathing slows down, and his mind feels clearer.

"Thank you, Y/n," he says, looking at her with gratitude. "I don't know what I would do without you."

Y/n smiles at him. "You don't have to thank me, Felix. I'll always be here for you."

They sit in silence for a few moments, just enjoying each other's company. Eventually, Felix breaks the silence.

"I'm sorry for dragging you into my mess," he says, looking down at his lap.

"Don't be sorry, Felix," Y/n says, taking his hand. "I'm here because I want to be here. I care about you."

Felix looks up at her, his eyes filled with emotion. "I care about you too, Y/n. More than you know."

They sit there in silence for a few moments, just looking into each other's eyes. The tension between them is palpable, and Y/n can feel her heart racing in her chest.

Suddenly, Felix leans in and presses his lips to hers. Y/n's eyes widen in surprise, but she quickly melts into the kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck.

The kiss is gentle at first, but quickly becomes more passionate as Felix deepens it. They pull away, gasping for breath, their faces flushed with desire.

"Felix, what about the debut?" Y/n asks, her voice barely above a whisper.

Felix takes her hand and looks into her eyes. "I don't care about the debut, Y/n. All I care about is you."

Y/n smiles at him, tears of happiness in her eyes. "I love you, Felix."

"I love you too, Y/n," Felix says, pulling her into a tight embrace. "And I always will."