Now Or Never (Our2ndLife fanfic )

Chapter eleven.

Jc's POV

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I finally got home after being at the mall all day. Gosh i was so tired. Most of all i missed my Hannie. I didn't get to talk to her all day cause the guys were telling me not to. Connor was dying without Emily,.

I checked my phone and noticd i had no messages, at all. I was a little worried so i started to text Hanna.

Jc : Hanna are you okay? You haven't been texting me lately.

Hanna:  Yeah.. I'm fine.

Jc : I know you're not. Don't lie to me.

Hanna : I'm not lying! I'm fine!

Jc : Stop lying to me Hanna, You can tell me anything :(

Hanna : Fine... The Caylen Clouds are hating on me. Telling me to go die.

Jc : I can't believe they would do that to you.

Hanna : You should believe it.. Cause it happend. Well i got to go now. Bye.

Jc : Bye beautiful <3.

'~end~'

After taking that all in i posted a new tweet  saying

"Leave Hanna alone, She doesn't deserve the hate..":

Wow, why would they do that. They know that Hanna's my world. it's not fair to her..

Hanna's POV

WARNING! URGE WARNING! 

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I was done. I can't believe all the things all those girls were saying to me.

"Go die"

"Jc deserves better"

"you're so fat and ugly."

stuff like that rushed through my head. i was done. i ran up to my bedroom and shut the door behind me. i opened my desk drawer and took out my Razor,

"Hello old friend" i said under my breath. 

I walked into my bathroom, shut and locked the door. I sat down on the floor and rolled up my sleeve.

"I'm sorry Jc." i whispered to myself as i tugged the Blade across my wrist. The scarlet blood poored out of my vein and i just sat and watched.. All of a sudden i heard someone slamming on my door.

"HANNA! PLEASE DON'T!" I recognlized the voice...Jc.

i quickly crawled into the bath tub and closed the curtain. Before i could do anything Jc had got my door open. My sobs were easy to hear so he pulled open the curtain and just stared at me. Without saying a word he ran the water in the sink and got a wet cloth for my wrist. The hot water stung as he wiped up the blood. When it finally stopped bleeding he kissed my wrist gently.

"Please don't do that again ,Please." Jc pleaded.

"Okay, Only cause it's you." I said with a sigh.

He crawled into the tub and sat me in his lap and cuddled me into him. I think we sat there like that for about twenty minutes. And for twenty minutes.. i felt safe. Safe in his arms and safe from harm.

At that moment.  we felt  infinite.

Jc's POV

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Holding  her in my arms made everything feel better. Made me know she's safe. The way she made me feel didn't feel real. Like this is all one big dream and i'm going to awake any moment and this never happend, I never met her, We never happened.

"I don't want to lose you." i cooed, i felt my eyes burn with tears as they started to fall, Hanna looked up and wiped them away

"You won't have to.Stop crying over me Jc,.." She trailed off.

"But i am, Hanna you're my world. I need you."

"Jc, You're just going to leave me like everyone else." She said with a complete serious face.

"I'm not like them, I will never leave you."

"That's what they all say" She finally put her head on my chest and closed her eyes, We sat in silance again as i soon heard small snores coming from her. I picked her up and walked her into her bed room, Layed her in her bed and tucked her in. I turned off the light and was almost gone as i heard " Don't leave me..."

So i walked back in and crawled in beside her and cuddled her in.

"Thank you." She said she she cuddled into me.

I finally fell asleep knowing she was safe.

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AN: Sorry about that little part in Hanna's POV.. Stay Beautiful <3