Now Or Never (Our2ndLife fanfic )

Chapter Sixteen

Recap; 

" i love you Hanna."

I love you too Jc. "

Hanna's POV

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Did i just say that? Nononono, I didn't want to tell him yet. Shit. No. This isn't happening.

"You do Hanna, Cause i was hoping we could get back together-" I Cut him off.

"No actually Jc. I didn't mean it. I was in the moment and i said what i didn't mean. I don't love you. Goodbye" I  shut the door in his face and sank to the floor. I ruined my chance too get him back. But i had to know if he really loves me.

If you love something, Set it free. If it comes back to you, It's yours forever. If it does't , It never was.

 With that quote in my head i walked back up stairs. I wish i had Jc to cuddle up to right now.

What have i done.

Emily's POV.

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I snuggled up to Connor as we laid together and talked about how we feel again today, He's a great listener.

"So Connor, How do you really feel about me...?" He hesitated.

"Emily i think you're the most beautiful girl on the plant. You're smile makes my heart race and your touch makes me weak at the knees. I feel like now that i have you and i know how it feels i can never live without you." He finished by leaving a short kiss on my cheek.

"That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. I-I.. I love you Connor." I finally told him how i feel and i felt my breath hitch when he hadn't said anything.

I felt denied. I got ready to turn over and go to sleep as Connor stopped me.

"I love you more than it should be possible to love another" He said before he kissed me with a short, Passionate kiss that made me melt.

"Now goodnight Emilyboo"

"Night Conrad" I giggled at the name Ricky gave him.

Ricky's POV

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Oh my glob.

Tomorrow's my birthday.

I'm turning 21!

I feel so old.

Wow.

I need to stop talking to myself,

I miss my girlfriend.

I want a kitten.

I sat on my bed as thoughts ran through my mind. I haven't seen Hannah in days and i was growing curious. So i decided to give her a call.

H; Heellloo????" - She slurred  into the phone, I could here a party in the back, Where is she?

R;"Hannah where are you? I'm worried about you!"

H;"Ricky!! Babeeeeee I miss you sooo much boo!! Tomorrow's you're birthday! Yay my baby will be tweny oneeeeee!!" I had to move the phone away from my ear cause she was screaming.

R;" Why don't you tell me where you are and i'll go get you?"

H;"I'm just at my friend's house! I'll come over  Amd see you tomorrow! i wove you baby!!" Is all she said before hanging up on me, What friend? I  texted her.

Me ; Which friend's house are you at?

Her; Ricky im @ uhm...Emilys! yah Emily's! its a gr8 partehhhh!!!

Me : You have terrible Spelling&Grammer. You're lucky i love you.

Her ; Awhh! Ricky u luv me?! im so happeh nao!Thx bb<33333 

I didn't reply cause i had to go to sleep. I looked at the clock and it was 11;59. I closed my eyes and opened them, it was midnight.

Happy Birthday to me.

Jc's POV

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I sat on my bed all night and cried. She doesn't love me and she never will. My heart is broken and i miss her so much.

~A few Drinks later~

I felt dizzy and my mind was clouded. I couldn't think straight, Then again, i couldn't anyway, I looked at the clock. 12;30. Oh my gosh with all the drama i didn't remember it was Ricky's Birthday!! I have ti text him ; 

Me; Rick Pickle! Happy birthday buddy<3 (:

Him ; Awh thanks Justin. You're a great friend and i love you.

Love.

Love is stupid to me.

I hate it now.

Then i remembered a quote i saw the other day; 

If you love something, Set it free. If it comes back to you, It's yours forever. If it does't , It never was.

I'll let her come back to me.Even though i miss her like crazy,

Oh Hanna why can't you love me the way i love you.

Kian's POV

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I woke up this morning and sat up, i looked over at Hanna and pressed my lips to her forehead, i heared her conversation with Jc last night, i won. I did it.

I'm just the underdog that finally got the girl, and i am not ashamed to tell it to the world

Truly,Madly,Deeply i have Foolishly,Completly fallin. And somehow you've kicked all my walls in.So baby say you'll always keep me Truly,Madly,Crazy,Deeply in love with you.

I hummed 'Truly,Madly,Deeply as i walked down the halls of Hanna's house. I heared her door open and i turned around. She stood infront of me and we were quiet for awhile.She finally walked up to me and gave me a hug, Then started to cry.

"Hanna what's wrong baby? Shh, it's okay."

"No Kian, It really isn't okay. I feel awful.!"

"Why, What happened?"

"I love Jc, I'm sorry i can't do this anymore.

It hit me like a ton of bricks. I let go of her and i ran down the stairs.

By now i could hear here screaming my name. I just kept going. I Ran to the only person that i could really talk to. I went to Sam's.

I walked right through the door, Sam won't mind. We're like family.

I sniffled and Sam turned around

"Kian? You okay? You look terrible."

"No. I am not okay! She said she loves Jc! I'm broken inside."

"Oh buddy, It's not her fault, They only had a fight and you pushed yourself onto her."

"You're right Sam. I just showed up. I shouldn't be suprised. But i am. She said no to Jc last night and she came to me. Than this morning she just told me she does love him. I don't understand."

"She is  trying to see if he'll come back even after he gets dissed. She wants to see if he really loves her,"

I guess that's fair. But she will be in my heart.

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AN; BLARGG I'm sorry i haven't updated. </3 love you guys stay beautiful.

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