The Boy With Depression

chapter 2

***Bella pov***

They all played pirates for a while. And i fixed spaghetti. I made alot because Ty and Austin were going to be here soon. I felt someones eyes burning into my back. I turned around to seeJessie. He walked over to me and smiled. I picked up his bandaged wrists. "Do they still hurt?" I asked him.

"Not as bad." He told me. His voice was horse and husky. I found it incredibly sexy.

"Well you still have to tell me how this all happened." I said poking his stomach. He winced. I gave him a quizzical look. I slowly lifted his shirt. He had big red bruises all over his abdomen. "Oh my God. How?" I gently skimmed my fingers over the marks.

"Those boys." He muttered.

"They-they did this." I asked. I pulled out a towel and ran it under cool water. I gently put the cloth to the wounds. He winced again.

"Yeah. The dont like me." He told me.

"Now how-how could the not like you?" I exclaimed.

"They said im a freak. And ugly, bitchy, boring, disgusting, stupid, mental, freak. And they are right." His words brought hurt to his eyes.

" You are not any of those things." I told him. I moved the wavy blond hair out of his eyes. "Your not." He looked at me with those big brown eyes.

"Hey Bells."

"Mmhhhmm"

"Thanks. For everything. It means alot." He moved a strand of blond hair from my face.

"Its no biggy." I giggled.

Knock knock

I walked to the door and opened it. Austin and Tyler stood there grinning like idiots. I gave then hugs and they walked in. They must have tooken the bus here. They got here rather fast. Ty handed me a big bin of clothes and boxers. I laughed. "Thanks Ty." I told him.

"No prob Bells." He said. The kids ran to give the boys hugs. I waked over to a confused looking Jsssie.

"The black haired one is Austin. The brown is Tyler." I told him. He shook his head. "They are luke my brothers." He smiled and walked over to them.

"Hi im Jessie."

"Aistin." They shook hands.

"Tyler." The did some weird guy hand shake thing. "And you must be Bella's boyfriend." I heard Ty say as i walked into the kitchen to get the spaghetti.

Jessie laughed. "I wish." He exclaimed. I giggled. I put the spaghetti in bowls.

"Dinner!" I yelped. They all came crashing in. Tommy was on Jessie's shoulders. I laughed and helped him down. We all sat on the rug and ate our spaghetti. I sat in between Tommy and Jessie. Austin and Tyler sat on the couch. Harley was eating her spaghetti out of a dog bowl. We feed her human food because its cheaper. "So how ling will you two be here?" I asked looking at the boys on the couch.

"Durring the week days. But on weekends we are going to town." Ty said and Austin nodded.

"To town?" I asked.

"We have jobs now. We are helping you mother pay the bills." Austin explained. I smiled.

"Thanks you boys!" I said. They laughed.

"Sure thing Bells. Oh and can you promise me something?" Ty asked.

"Uhhh....sure anything." I said. Ty looked at Austin and smiled.

"While we are gone on the weekends....." Austin said.

"yeah..." I encouraged him to go on.

"Well...you two...dont do anything without protection." Tyler finished for Austin.

I threw a pillow at them. "Hmmm....no promises." I joked. I looked over to see Jessie blushing. The both burst out laughing. I could tell Jessie was very uncomfortable about being on the topic. "You two better hush or else you will be sleeping outside!" I yelped over their laughter. That shut then up. I put my hand on Jessie's knee. He seemed to calm down. I got up and put the dishes away. "Go get in your pajamas guys." I told them. I took Jessie back to my room. He sat at the end of my bed.

"They seem nice." He smiled.

"Yeah. Sorry about the joke they made." I giggled a little. He smirked.

"Its fine. Just caught me of guard." He told me. I went to the bin that Ty brought over and grabbed a pair of spider man boxers. I laughed.

"Really Ty." I mumbled. I turned around and threw them at Jess. He started laughing too. I then proceeded to pick a shirt. I picked a tight white one that said "i love green eyed girls" on it. I smiled because i have green eyes. I threw him the shirt. And i stripped and changed myself. I put on spongebob shorts. And a baggy white t-shirt that was way to big for me. I got it from the bin. It said "im a ninja" on it. I turned around to see that beautiful boy in Spider-Man boxers. He smiled and i cracked up laughing. We walked back up stairs. I put the little ones into bed and pulled out the couch. Ty plopped down on the couch bed and i covered him with a curious George blanket. Austin was already laying down with Tommy. I drug Jess back down stairs.

"You take the bed." I said.

"What. No. You take the bed. I got floor." He said back. I laughed and layed one the floor. About five minutes later i was picked up into muscular arms. Jessie layed me down beside him on the mattress. I opened my eyes a little. I took his wrist so i could see it.

"Does it still hurt." I whispered.

"Yeah. But not that bad." He reassured me. I could tell he was lying. I brought his arm up to my mouth and kissed the marks. I could tell he had never been gently touched before. His eyes closed. I put my hand on his abdomen and he winced.

"How?" I questioned. He knew what i was talking about. He opened his eyes.

"Five boys would beat me daily. Three of then held me down while the other two had their fun." He told me.

"What did they do for...fun?" I asked. I was afraid of the answer.

"One of them would cut me. Usually on my arms. The other would punch me. Everywhere. And the both would remind me how im hated, unloved, unwanted, and that nobody cared about me." My hand went around his neck. I played with the curly/wavy blond hair.

"you are loved. You are wanted. And you are cared for. By me." I smiled . "and i do not hate you. I love you." I told him proudly. He smiled at me. He had such a perfect smile. It was breathtaking. He was breathtaking. I kissed his nose. I wrapped my arms around his long torso. I wrapped my legs with his. And i layed my head in the crook of his neck. I kissed his neck and drifted slowly off to sleep in his strong arms.

<<<<< Hello there. How was it? I dont think it was that bad actually! So tell meh what u think because i really want to know!

With lotz o love

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