Stiles/Void Stiles imagines

"Jealousy Jealousy" S.S

(Play the song Jealousy Jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo for this imagine.)
Y/n's pov
As i was walking in the school i first see one of my old best friend's Scott. "Hey Y/n." Scott said to me now giving me a side hug and then i side hugged back. We let go when we made it inside the school. Me and Scott started to walk and talk then as i we stopped walking i stared at him. That's right my crush since the beginning of 3rd grade best friend Stiles Stilinski. Me Scott and Stiles met in kindergarten and been best friends to this day. I looked over to see Stiles leaning by a locker and talking to Lydia. I don't hate Lydia it's just. I don't get what Stiles sees in her. When we first got into high school Stiles instantly took an interest in her. I hate how Lydia is rich and got everything on a sliver plater. And she's so gorgeous and is the queen of this school obviously. While here i am looking like a ugly-a$s potato and how Stiles will never love me the way he loves Lydia. Also i was the opposite of rich. Yep im poor some poor stupid ugly person. I see a hand waving in my face and see it what was Scott's hand he stopped when i moved my body a bit. "Y/n you ok??" Scott said to me in confusion and wondering why i zoned out. "Sorry just thinking." I said lying to Scott not wanting him to know why i zoned out. "Y/n I know what's wrong. Your totally staring at Stiles talking with Lydia." Scott said to me knowing my problem and why im so full of jealousy. I started telling Scott whispering on how what Stiles sees in Lydia. Stiles has been completely ignoring me for Lydia which has gotten me so pi**ed off. He doesn't ignore Scott much which i honestly don't know why his so against me. Before i can say anything else the bell rang and everyone started to leave for classes they had in there schedules. "Ugh that damn bell. Bye Scott see you soon?." I said to Scott he nodded then we walked away going our separate ways to our different classes. As i walked in i see Stiles and Lydia in the same class i had. Ugh great. I thought in my head i walked towards my chair or the only available chair which was right behind Stiles. I sat down in my seat sighing and pulling out a book and placed it on my desk and opened it up. I look up to see Lydia staring at me as i grabbed one of my pencil's. I instantly stared back at her then she looked back to the bored on the wall. I rolled my eyes then focused back on my book and my thoughts. Then all the sudden i heard a noise i look to see a crow try to get in the room. It grabbed almost everyone in this room's attention on the crow. Then out of nowhere more started to come and broke the glass windows. "Everyone get under your desks now!!!" The teacher said now getting under there desk and using a book to protect there head. Everyone grabbed something protected there head and hid under there desks. I tried to grab my book but almost 10 crows used there pecks hurting my arms causing blood to appear and scratch marks to also appear. I quickly made it and hid under my desk now letting all the birds go away. Some birds scratched my head my arms and part of my legs. As i finally hid under my desk i of course see Stiles protecting Lydia and hiding her under a desk. I got super angry since he went to Lydia and not me like always. After the attack and all the birds disappeared the teacher started to check everyone for injuries. As they checked they saw all sort of red marks and blood on me. "Y/n please go to the nurse your wounds are too much worse then other people in this room." The teacher said to me. I nodded and left the room as i was walking down the hallway i heard someone yell my name i turn around to see none another then Stiles. "Y/n you ok?" Stiles said to me. Standing in the hallway 5 feet away from me. I rolled my eyes and looked back at him seeing him. "I'm fine." I said obviously annoyed and pi**ed off. Stiles gave me a questionable face expression. "Ok well. I'm gonna check on everyone see you around." Stiles said about to walk back into class til something clicked inside me. "By everyone do you only mean Lydia." I said making him turn around facing me with eyes widened. He honestly probably thinks i hate Lydia or something. "Don't say that about Lydia!" Stiles says calling me out. I stepped forward to him and now we were super close together facing each other and looking into our eyes. As me and Stiles were yelling words at each other and he started to defend Lydia. Then i snapped and started to yell my mind was telling me to snap at him. "Do you ever honestly shut up about Lydia?! It's always oh how's Lydia. I can't tonight im hanging with Lydia. I'm so worried about Lydia. AND SHES ALWAYS FIVE F**KING FEET AWAY FROM YOU ITS PATHETIC!!!" I said screaming at Stiles making him go frozen in shock while i just stood there realizing what i just said. Stiles kept silent then as i started to walk away he said something back to me and it made me turn around facing him. "WHY ARE YOU SO JEALOUS OF LYDIA?!" Stiles said in complete anger and yelling in his voice. I stood there completely shock how Stiles would say how jealous i am of Lydia. I admit i am jealous of her but does he know? "Well for starters. You never have time for me and Scott you just ignore us!! ALSO YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT LYDIA NOT YOUR OWN BEST FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU SINCE CHILDHOOD!!! LETS ALSO NOT FORGET YOU MADE THAT PROMISE ON HOW WE WOULD ALWAYS BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!" I said yelling so loud properly the whole school could hear. "That was when we were kids Y/n grow up!!!" Stiles said making me shock and tears starting to fall from my eyes running down to my cheeks. "IVE LOVED YOU STILES SINCE F**KING 3RD GRADE. YOU WERE TOO STUPID TO NOTICE. I WAS SO SHY AND STUPID CHZ IF I CONFUSED YOU WOULD JUST REJECT ME FOR LYDIA. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU STILES STILINSKI!!!" I yelled them i realized what i said making me go eye widened and more tears falling down my face. Stiles gave me a shocked look surprised how i yelled and confessed my feelings for him when i didn't mean to. "Goodbye Stiles were done no more f**king love and friendship!!" I say then ran off before Stiles could say anything. I did hear a. "Y/n no wait!!!" Is what i heard then i ran off to the nurse's office. Maybe me and Stiles were never meant to be lovers or friends. Goodbye my former lover and ex best friend.
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