Adopted by Andy Biersack

Chapter seven

I went to Andy's room to get dressed, since we were going to get things for my room today. I ended up picking out black skinnies, a Pierce the Veil shirt, black vans, a beanie, and all my bracelets out of my duffle bag. I only have enough to cover up my wrists so no one would see anything.

I looked in the mirror at myself. Eww, I disgust myself. Why am I so ugly? I'm fat, too. Why would anyone love me? I'm a useless fuck up that doesn't deserve this. I dug through my bag to look for my blade. When I found it, I walked into Andy's bathroom. I cut my wrists a few times, watching the blood drip to the floor. When I was done, I cleaned up quickly and got dressed.

I walked down the stairs to see Andy sitting on the couch, starring at his phone. "Hey." I said coming in. "Hello. You took quite awhile and you didn't even take a shower or put makeup on. Everything okay?" He asked. "Y-Yea." I lied. He seemed to notice. "What were you doing?" He demanded. "Come sit by me and tell me what happened." He said softer this time.

I walked over shakily, trying not to trip over my own feet. I sat down next to Andy, trying to control my breathing. "What happened?" He asked softly. "I-I cut, A-Andy. I'm s-so sorry! I-I-" Andy cut me off by hugging me. "Promise you'll try to stop? For me?" He asked. "It's hard to, Andy." I said, crying even harder. "Listen, think about it this way, these scars last forever. Sure they'll fade, but they'll still be there and on your heart." I nodded shakily, and Andy engulfed me in a hug.

When Andy released the hug, Jake and Jinxx came out from the top of the stairs and engulfed me in a hug. "I saw there was hugging!" Jake yelled as the two of them hugged me. "Guys, that hurts." I chuckled as they hugged me tight. "Whoa, why is there hugging?" I heard CC's voice ask as two more people joined the hug. "Guys....I....cant.....breathe." I managed out. "Sorry." they all mumble getting off of me.

Then, we all got in the car to go the mall. Ashley decided to put in a My Chemical Romance CD and we all jammed out to it. I sang at the top of my lungs with Andy, CC pretended to play the drums, and Jinxx, Jake, and Ashley pretended to play the guitar.

That was the first time I've ever had so much fun.

A/N: hope you liked!!!!