Chapter twelve

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"Guys! She's here. Please don't act weird!" Andy begged as he opened the bus door for his girlfriend. We just pulled up to her house and everyone was so excited to see her. They all have social media, why couldn't they just see her on there? None the less, I joined in to see her.
Suddenly, my heart started racing. What if she didn't like me? What would happen? I tried to relax, but I couldn't. She's my dads girlfriend. Another thing "dad", but off topic. With my thoughts racing, I didn't notice she had already come on the bus.
"Hello," I said quietly as she sat next to me. She was very tall and very beautiful. The things I'm not.
"Hello! Andy told me all about you! You're so adorable." She said while smiling at me. Wow! She actually liked me. Suddenly, my anxiety went away, and I smiled at her.
"I'm Marisa," I said, holding my hand out for her to shake. She took my hand and shook it. I paid attention to her features. She had very long hair and a similar style to Andy. She looked very kind but very fierce. Her eyes were soft but like daggers at the same time. No wonder he loved her. They were basically the same person.
"I'm Julia. It's so nice to meet you!" She said enthusiastically. The all the boys rushed over to us to try and impress her.
"I'm C.C.! Hey Andy! This ones a keeper!" He shouted across the bus. I could hear Andy laughing from the bunks and all the boys joined in too. Julia tried to hold back a snicker, but she failed miserably.
"It's very nice to meet you," she laughed. What he had said wasn't exactly funny, but he had sounded like a ten year old boy when he did. Everyone else stepped up to introduce themselves and Juliet said the same to everyone.
Everyone had small conversations on the way to the first warped tour spot which was gonna take twelve hours. I had decided to take a shower a few hours in. I let Andy know and grabbed my things.
I stripped myself down in the tiny bathroom and stared at myself a minute. Something felt off about myself. I suddenly wanted to rip my boobs right out of my chest. I started crying, confused at what I was feeling. I quickly turned on the water and decided to talk to Andy about this in private. As I washed my hair, I decided that I would like it shorter as well. I didn't like the longness of my hair at all and wanted it gone. I decided I'd tell this to Andy as well.
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A few hours after my shower, people were dosing off which was the perfect time to pull Andy aside to talk to him.
"Hey Andy?" I questioned shyly. He looked up from his phone and gave me a questioning look. "Can I talk to you alone for a minute?" I asked quietly and nervously. He nodded and came over to me from the couch and walked me to the back area of the tour bus.
"What is it, pumpkin?" He asked in a worried tone. I suddenly felt bad for worrying him and had second thoughts.
"I want to cut my hair," I said while playing with my fingers.
"Is that all?" He asked, kind of shocked. I shook my head.
"I have this feeling that I don't understand, and I don't know if you'll understand it either," I sighed. I was scared of what I was feeling because I had never felt it.
"What is it?"
"I don't want to be a girl."

A/N:
WELL HELLO! I'm back and you are welcome for this update. I love you all so much!! Thank you for continuing to support my book even though I hadn't been active. You guys truly are the best!! Stay happy not crappy :)

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