I woke up to the sound of C.C. yelling something about energy drinks. I also heard Jake telling him to, and I quote, "shut the fuck up." I got out of bed and looked down at what I was wearing. I was wearing my batman pajama shorts and a black Pierce The Veil tank top. Then, I remembered I got up in the middle of the night to change because I was uncomfortable.
I put my hair in a pony tail and walked down the stairs to see C.C. running around with Jake chasing him, yelling 'shut up'. I was cracking up as this happened, making C.C. join me in my laughing fest.
Once I finished laughing, I stood up and walked to the fridge to get something to drink. I grabbed a monster and sat on the couch. "No way are you drinking that!" Jake said. "But these things have no effect on me!" I exclaimed. "Fine, but if you start going crazy, no more ever!" He said. I nodded and started drinking it.
I sat on the couch, leaning my head on CC's shoulder. Yeah, I know. How the fuck am I tired after drinking a Monster?! Like I said, caffeine has no effect on me. "You're tired?" CC asked, surprised. "Yep." I said popping the "p". Then, I fell asleep.
I woke up to the smell of pancakes. "GOOD MORNING!!" I heard Andy scream as I sat up. I gave him a wave and laid back down. I'm hungry, but I can't be fat. Pancakes are so fattening. Especially with butter and syrup.
Maybe one wouldn't hurt. I mean, just one. I won't even throw it up. I'll keep it down. Yeah, that sounds good.
I sat up again and walked over to Andy. "How many pancakes?" He asked. "Just one." I said to him getting out plates for everyone. "Are you sure? You can have more if you want." He said. I shook my head. "I'm not that hungry." I said, setting the table.
"Where did CC go?" I asked. I just realized he wasn't next to me when I woke up. "In the shower. Said he felt like a tired piece of shit and wanted to smell better." Andy said, laughing a bit at the end. "That's a lie." I said. "Yeah, the last part is. But seriously, he's in the shower." Andy said. I nodded and got out another monster for me and started drinking it.
"No more! I saw your can on the coffee table." Andy scolded. "It has no effect!" I told him just like I told Jake. "Fine, but that's your last one for today." he sighed. I nodded and drank it happily.
All the boys filed in one by one. Everyone had like three or four pancakes while I was still on my first one. "You're really slow." CC commented. "I'm not that hungry." I replied with a shrug. "Hey, Marisa, can we talk in private?" Andy asked. "Sure." I said and got up.
"This is about your suicide attempt." Damn! I was hoping to avoid this. "Um, what about it?" I asked, nervously. "Why?" Was all he asked. "Well, the bullies at school have been becoming too much. No one would notice I'm gone. I mean, the mom at the orphanage fucking hated me. The kids would tell me to kill myself. I'm unwanted, I have no friends, and I'm unlovable!" I exclaimed.
"I love you. You're not unlovable. I love you and so do the guys. We are all here for you. We will always love you." Andy said, wrapping me in a hug. I love hugs.
"Thanks, but-" I was cut off. "But nothing! I would do anything for you because you are my daughter and I love you and if you don't believe me, you can go suck a lemon and deal with the truth!" He exclaimed, hugging me more.
I smiled. A loving family. It's all I've ever wanted. My favorite band being my family, even better. I have a feeling that one day, I'll feel worth it. That I'll be loved.
A/N: holy shit this took me a whole week to write. I have all of next week for school then, expect updates galore! Ilysm! Stay happy, not crappy :)
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Adopted by Andy Biersack
FanficMarisa. A broken, suicidal, depressed girl. She doesn't think anything will get better, so she tries to jump off a bridge. Then, Andy stops her. What will happen after? Will Andy be able to help her? Will she ever be happy? Most importantly, will sh...