Fifty Shades of Decay (ONGOING)

BeforeTheFall

A/N: Highly suggest listening to this playlist on youtube while reading. i used it while writing and it fits so perfectly!

!TW! punishment

"This is yours." Tomura says holding his hand out to you. In his grip is a collar with the words, "Tomura's Pet" on it. You smile brightly tears welling in your eyes. After everything the two of you just went through together this show of affection is everything you needed at the most perfect time. "Thank you. SO very much." Your adoration oozes out of every word melting his cold heart just like your tears had when he got hit. "We will fix you. I promise." Tears streak down your cheeks now as you stare down at your Beloved's broken body. "They will all fucking pay for what they've done."

*Flash to a few months before this*

You frequent the villain headquarters in the mountains. Spending as much time as possible with your boyfriend and Master Tomura Shigaraki. You serve him food, drinks, yourself, and serve as a comforting companion. In his darkness you are a flicker of light. Most days he is really quite pleasant to serve, but with the battle drawing near anxiety excitement and rage have flared in him often leaving you with either harsher punishment than usual or during times of excitement a rare look into his plans for the people you went to school with as a teenager.

Today is not one of the fun days. As Shigaraki paces agitated with the current state of things between the League and the organization he has paired with. A great deal of the people here are more than willing to do absolutely whatever it takes but there have been whispers. Little hints here and there that there may be a rat...but who? His paranoia puts you across the bed you both sleep in and through gritted teeth he orders you to tell the truth. He proceeds to strike your ass fifty times making sure your story never changes and your allegiance remains with him and only him. 

"Master please." You whimper quivering all over from the pain. Your mind has nearly completely flat lined no longer able to process anything but fear and pain. "Please let me lie down. I won't leave and I'll never let someone hurt you. I'll be your guard dog through anything please believe me." Your pleading and tears shift his feelings and he realizes he may have pushed you further than he should have. "I believe you now pet." 

He cradles you until your body stops shivering but he knows you will be needing a cool bath to ease some of the pain he inflicted. "You are my greatest treasure." His words send you spiraling into a tornado of feelings ranging from pride and love to fear. He knows exactly how to make you feel everything and nothing all at once. The pain is intoxicating and takes over your mind for a while until eventually you drift to sleep against him.

Of course your neighbor Dabi had heard everything. The league has their own floor here but the rooms don't exactly cover up sound well. Most of the time Dabi doesn't give a shit what goes on between you and Tomura, but today his teeth are grinding and his mind is seriously considering bursting through the door to confront the leader of everything. "It's not my place or my problem." He reminds himself aloud hoping if he does so the urges might lessen. He worries over the silence that has fallen and hopes the villain hasn't actually killed you this time. 

"I love you Tomura Shigaraki." You whisper into his chest when he shifts his weight waking you just enough to speak and open one groggy little eye. "Good pet." Your heart sinks just like always. You've wished for months now that maybe just once he would say it back. "Bath time." He announces sliding you across the bed to wait for him to inform you it is ready. His aftercare was always spot on and you thank the stars for finding such an amazing man for you.

"Thank you Master." You grab a little tiger squishmallow that he got you for valentines day this year and sniffle quietly into its fabric. He knows you are sensitive especially when it comes to him but he needed to know you were his and always would be. After filling the tub he leans against the door frame shirtless and glistening slightly with sweat. Looking more like a God than a man you are dumbstruck by his powerful presence just like the first time you had met him. "Would you kill for me Pet?"

 You lift up so that you're leaning against one arm your hair falling to hide half of your face and nod automatically. "Of course I would Master." He sighs loving the power he feels bestowed upon him from your promise. Gazing down at you taking in your beauty he bites his lips as another question floats from his lips. "Will you live for me Pet?" You nod again blushing slightly at his intense look while he walks up and grabs your jaw so that you two are making pointed eye contact. "In this battle you will be with me. That is an order." Your eyes are beautiful to him safe havens for his thoughts. "I wouldn't want to be any place else. I am yours. Always yours even in death." This vow sends him spiraling into his own tornado of emotion. Something he's only ever experienced with you.

"My pet you truly are a treasure. Now get that ass in the bath before I fuck it." He smirks deviously watching as you limp/stumble to the bathroom where your tub awaits. You whimper quietly as you lower down into the tepid water. He is no where to be seen but you can hear him talking in a hushed tone on the phone with who you can only assume is AllForOne. You shudder thinking about the man with tight control of your own Master. There's not a lot of people you genuinely fear but he is certainly one of them. 

Shigaraki stalks into the bathroom smiling manically yet another shift in his demeanor has you wondering what exactly he was told on that phone call. "It seems the Master thinks we will begin sooner than expected. Are you ready to fight for our future my sweet pet?" You bite your lip seriously concerned for your beloved Master's safety but nod anyways. You know this is the only way to win him forever the only way for you to both be bound forever with no risk of either of you being torn from the other. "This fucking shit show hero society is so fucked." 

After your bath he lays out an outfit for you combat boots a short pleated navy blue skirt and a light blue sweater that matches his hair color perfectly. You brush through your hair and put on a bit of makeup while he gets himself showered and dressed walking out together you can honestly say you feel very main character. 

Walking down to the meeting room you presume as you pass not only the other League members rooms but the eating quarters as well. You walk two paces behind your Master as always (unless in training). He taught you well how to serve him and you take much joy out of doing so. Upon entering your breathing catches in your throat. You may like serving your master but these meetings with Redestro and the rest of the big wigs behind the operation always spikes your anxiety. 

"Welcome everyone." Shigaraki says with a shit eating grin. "Today we discuss who is where on what day if you are going to bitch out on us now would be the time to leave." Everyone stays put with serious looks fixed on their faces everyone that is except Redestro himself who looks just as happy as your Master. His smile seriously freaks you out. 

During the meeting you stand behind your Master with your head bowed slightly in respect for those who are above you. Living between worlds is so odd and while they drone on your mind wanders to your home. You technically live with your sister but seldom are home for more than a day or two. You miss him so much when you're away that you decided to opt out of furthering your education and getting a job. 

You think about what you may have done but absolutely nothing you can think up brings you feelings of joy or fulfillment that could compare to the amazing high you get being around your Master. 'I hope to serve you until I die Tomura.' You think to yourself raising your head just enough to gaze lovingly at your Master from beneath your eyelashes.