Fifty Shades of Decay (ONGOING)

Partay

After hours of Hawks walking around being congratulated over being an annoying prick you finally get back in his car. "That was an interesting experience." You say to him blinking up at the ceiling completely drained from so much fake ass smiling. "That was the equivalent of having to smile in Redestro's face if not worse and I never thought ANYTHING could top that." Hawk's looks over at you wondering if you're trying to bait him meanwhile you realize you sound kinda like a rat now. "I follow my Master and his goals...but some people just have bad vibes." You shrug hoping seeming nonchalant will make you less suspicious.

"I get that. Certain heroes have a similar issue. It's good to know you have the ability to play it off." His reply is more honest than you'd expected actually direct. "Dude, you are like a walking lie aren't you?" Hawks nods anyone could see that if they looked hard enough, you see it, but to his advantage only half of it. "That's what would be so beautiful about the world my Master will build. He's going to make it so none of us have to lie unless we want to." 

Hawks feels himself feeling hopeless as he thinks again about the plan that he is required to carry out. While he is deep in thought you are back on your phone again. "Dress rebellious but avoid drinking okay?" You raise an eyebrow at him. "Why exactly should I do that?" Hawks sighs remembering seeing one of the heroes sprinkle something in someone's drink last time he was at one of these parties. "I know it might kill you to do so, but please try to trust me on this one." You sigh but look over and inform him, "I'm on duty at this party man I can't drink unless given permission. I fucked up last night but I will definitely be avoiding doing so again. Whether I'm miserable or not." 

Hawks tries to come up with a way to see your phone...maybe he can get an idea of just how observant you are. You carry yourself as annoyed and distant sort of like Dabi but softer somehow. "So how'd you get wrapped up in all this anyways? No offense but you seem kinda normal." He asks you taking a risk just to see if he can manage to learn more about you. You smile, "My Master saved me." Your eyes go dreamy thinking of him than suddenly fall. the devastation of not having him close is harder than you could have ever imagined but you swallow the pain and stare ahead. "Just like he plans to save us all from this wrecked system." You continue before falling silent.
"I guess that checks." is his only reply.

You don't say another word the entire drive unable to find anything you could want to say. You look ferociously angry again and he wonders if asking you anything personal was dangerous to his cover. "We're here." You nod get out and shut the door...and now...you stand. Your mind is blank your slave space washing over in waves taking you completely by surprise. 'oh no...feet...move please.' You urge yourself but your dissociated so heavily they won't listen. 'Waiting for Master. Waiting for permission.' Repeats over and over in your head for a minute while Hawks tries to figure out what the hell is going on. 

"Uh...you good Y/N?" You blink twice and look over still not fully present. "I was waiting. Sorry. We can go now." Your voice sounds almost robotic making him curious. 'this is definitely odd behavior.' He thinks to himself while walking behind you. The old man opens the door and you glide in and up the stairs your body is on autopilot but if you were able to be honest it felt kind of nice. "I will text Master and inform him." You say aloud sitting on your bed in sports bra and the school skirt.

7:00PM      Y/N: I'm back and about to dress for a party. I will not be taking any substances or dancing without you Master. Only observing.

7:01PM      Master: Be a good pet.

Your heart soars seeing his response and immediately you begin typing. You don't even register the words until after.

7:06PM     Y/N: I miss u so much Master. Ur so perfect. I want to b with u. I want to serve u and touch u and talk to u and smell u and feel u. I'll die before I leave ur side again. I need Master so very deeply I need u. I hope u want me. I need u to. 

Shigaraki stairs at the phone in his hand as he gets hooked up to machines to begin his treatment. "You better not fuck me over doc." He sighs keeping the vision of you in the dress he'd bought you. "I have things to do."

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After all the sweating and walking you definitely need a shower before you leave. You hop in the shower leaving your phone on the counter and soon find your thoughts stuck on your Master and how much you enjoy him. "Fuuuuuuck." You whine in a whisper. "Why do I have  to be horny now?!" You grumble leaning your head against the wall. You think back to the rules you always had while staying at your sisters and decide you'll inform him he made you touch yourself. Surely he would have informed you if the rules were different...right?

Slowly your finger rubs your clit. You gasp quietly at the contact. "Master does it so much better." your whine is a bit louder this time showing your frustration. You think about the times he'd rub your clit during dinners making you whimper and squirm. "You sound delicious my pet." He'd whisper in your ear almost always sending an intoxicating shiver down your spine.With your eyes closed you can almost live in the memory. "Master." You whisper whimper trying so hard to keep quiet.

You think now of him standing over you staring down menacingly. So powerful and intimidating you know he could kill you in an instant. You moan finally sliding two fingers inside yourself. "I could devour you." He'd threaten in your ear giving you goosebumps. You can feel an orgasm building. Your fingers slide in and out rapidly lewd sounds leaking from your lips every few seconds. You think of his bulging cock and how yummy he tastes. You think of him cumming inside you and finally your own orgasm bursts through you. "FUCK!" You groan loudly hoping the walls aren't thin. "Holy shit." You huff quietly staring off a bit just feeling the post orgasm shivers pulse through your body. You finish showering get out inform your Master and go about getting dressed thinking only about how you can blend in to the background at a party and place you've never been. 

the outfit beebs but with combat boots instead and no jewelry (to blend in):

You come down make-up on and boots laced to find Hawks on the phone. You linger quietly on the stairs listening in. "Yeah, yeah I'll be there. I'm bringing a tag along. Nah just showing her around the hero life is all. I can try. Goodbye." You lean against the wall crossing your arms you ask, "Soooo who was that?" You cock an eyebrow while he just stares at you for a moment. "Good pick. You'll blend fine at this one. That was a friend. You took forever to shower so we gotta go. I'm number two so I've gotta make an entrance." You shake your head nowhere near satisfied with his answer. "Mhm so what friend?" You ask walking up to him to show you're not going to let it drop easily at all. "Earaser. Now let's go."

You open your phone to inform your Master only to find it's not him at all.

8:15PM    Master: I'm sure he will like to know that when he returns. Report to me as usual.

8:20PM    Y/N: Hawks spoke to an eraserhead on the phone informing him we are coming and that he has a tagalong. I'm guessing it was about the party we are leaving for now.

Anxiety courses through your veins clouding your thoughts with worries for your master's safety. You wonder who it is you are corresponding with now and find yourself simply hoping that it isn't Re-Destro. Meanwhile the doctor considers trying to coax pictures out of you while Shigaraki howls in pain behind a Plexiglas window. The doc looks up at him sneering knowing how easy it would be with his patient a bit tied up at the moment...but decides working with his creation would be far better than getting killed by it and puts the phone down.