Chapter 10

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Trigger Warning - Adult/mature content 18+ Bullying, Assault, Drug/alcohol use, Sexual assault, Harassment, Sexual content

I opened my eyes to my ceiling.. my bedroom, how did i get here? I wanted it all to have just been a dream. I looked over my room and saw a note next to a bottle of anti psycotics.. fuck me.

You had a panic attack and passed out, luke helped you to a nurse and then brought you here. He explained everything that happened. The nurse told us you need to take one every day with breakfast. We have to head out for a bit, your sister is auditioning for a play in the next town over. Keys are beside the door. This is what happens when you drink and do drugs Dawn. If this happens again you will need to find somewhere else to live - Mom

Luke... My body panicked awake and I checked for new bruises, cringing at the thought of his hands on me again.. but there was nothing new ... he texted asking how I was, and another empty apology. I scrolled through brandon's messages leaving them unread.

Liz brought homework and gossip from school.  Ethan came over and hugged me when i opened the door. Im so glad your okay...

ethan I.. he interupted me with a kiss and i forgot what i was going to say

I didnt want to ruin the moment . maybe we could stay in this fantasy world where he wasnt a liar,where he protected me and was sweet and perfect. 

Ethan, why did you lie for luke

what.. i didnt 

dont lie to me

dawn i didnt really have a choice

yes you did, you coulve told the cops the truth 

why? it wouldnt have mattered...

it mattered to me. 

im sorry

yeah

dawn

can you just go please. i wanna be alone for a bit

please message me later?

i closed the door

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A knock at the door startled me to my feet

I looked out the window and saw brandon standing outside 

fuck. 

What do you want brandon?

Can you open the door please 

No. 

Dawn... please

No

Dawn...

I unlocked the door and walked back to the couch

Dawn, what happened

pft what happened, why dont we start with what you did brandon. You tied me up ,you took pictures of my body... you brought another girl to our spot.. and what now you wanna pretend like you give a fuck about me to manipulate me into forgiving you again? Your fucking psycotic.

Dawn, I, didnt...

Didnt what? didnt mean to rip my heart out again? Didnt mean to ruin my life... again. Didnt mean to make me hate myself more than i already fucking do? theres nothing left for you to take brandon. youve won. So leave me the fuck alone, go fuck up someone else.

Fuck you. You were going to cheat on me with that prick dawn, you know how this works. you cant do this.

Your a psycopath brandon

I'll fix this... 

why did you do it in the first place?! 

It wasnt what you think... it was just the flashlight

i scoffed and stepped back... so it was one big mindgame to feel like you had more control over me.

It was a long silence before i went to my bedroom and watched as he walked out into the cold night air and dissapeared

...

At my locker, the girl next to me was watching a video, i heard my muffled cries. I leaned over her shoulder and watched the low quality film of the party

My clothes were ripped at and hands roamed my body. boys giggling and calling me a slut. I was mumbling something as they got rougher, each taking turns touching and hurting me. They were entertained by my pain, i cried and screamed as i got kicked and spit on. Being called a nosy whore who needed to learn a lesson as he burned my skin with his cigarette. i was punched and slapped in the stomach and face, bruised from the force as they groped me. I threw up on luke and the beating got worse. A few of the boys got bored and left while others continued laughing. luke tried to clean up my vomit. He pulled me up by my hair and shoved me against the wall, i struggled under his grip, his friends hands wandered down and up my legs as he tightened his grip around my neck.

Liz grabbed me and brought me to the bathroom. are you okay?

yeah... i dont really think i have any tears left 

she hugged me tight and apologized 

i looked in her eyes but somehthing was different...





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