Broken Parts: Just Me & Lou

Chapter 5 Night Club, dancing, and memories

Vivienne's outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=75151262

As we all climbed into the limo the boys rejoiced in they're winnings. Harry then suggested "Why don't we celebrate at Prestige." Prestige was a popular club in England It's where the elite went to party and get doped or drunk. I thought to myself Harry only wants to go for drinks, but hell i could care this place was supposedly the "shit".Louis then jostled me from my thoughts as he moved my wavy hair from my face and placed a warm gentle kiss to my lips. He then smirked and said "Well that got your attention." "Sorry." i appologized. "I was just zoning out." He then laughed "You do that alot, but um anyways we're here wanna--- go?" He sarcasticly said before exiting the limo and waiting for me to get out. As  I climbed out I grabbed for Louis' hand and interlinked out fingers. I then saw Harry looking through the crowd of people waiting outside, which didn't make any sense. Seriously what the hell Harry? I then asked Louis "What the hell is Harry doing?" "Oh Haz, He's just looking for a date." "With a complete stranger?" "Yeah, he likes to be the "Mystery Man" dumb but eh whatever." I then felt someone fondle my ass. "What the f---.." Before i could get my sentance out this bastard grabbed my hips. Louis turned around and scrunched his nose, he looked pissed. He then shoved the jerk off me and pulled my body closer to his own. "Sorry babe, people get a little um--- fiesty? In here."  I brushed the encounter off, I was here to have fun, not be fondled by some drunk asshole. We then reached the bar, where Niall had drank vodka like there was no tomorrow. "H-eyy look-k i-ts the coup-ple." Niall slurred. I then turned to Niall and slid the vodka away from him. "And your quite drunk." I said to Niall. Paul then came inside and saw Niall in his drunken state. "Hey Niall wanna go to Nando's?" Paul taunted. 'Yy-eees." Niall replied and ran for the limo. "Works everytime." Paul said. He then left Louis & I to ourselves. "So are you ready to dance inappropriately and get smashed?" Louis laughed out. "Sure, If your up for it." I teased and pulled Lou by his arm into the dancing crowd. We then danced in sync;two bodies amongst a crowd. Crazy,Crazy by Guinevere then came blaring. Louis and I started grinding and then we started laughing about it. He then twirled me around and back towards him. Then the boy's song "They don't know about us" Louis then mouthed his solo to me They don't know how special you are, they don't know what you've done to my heart. I wanna tell the world your mine girl. 

Louis then pulled me into a passionate kiss, our tongues colliding. I don't know what it was Louis did to me but it was like a chemical reaction exploding, electrifying. Every kiss just got better and better.

Buzz, Buzz

Mom: Hey sweetie, how's your college dorm what about your roomate?

~I hadn't spoken to my mom in forever i'd ignored her texts and calls after she finally let me live on my own in my college dorm, she also worked 24/7 so we never saw eachother.

Me: Great,i love it and suprisingly i don't have a roomate. I love you, let's get together this weekend.

Mom: Great, i gotta go for a meeting Love you too

I then shoved my cell back into my clutch to gaze at Louis with his eyebrows furrowed.

"Um- Who was that?" Louis questioned. "My mom.." I trailed off

He then looked at me as If I was crazy.  "Yes, I have a Mom a stork didn't drop me on her doorstep." i added sarcastically. We then both laughed."Let's get out of here?" Louis asked. "Sure, but what about--." Louis cut me off before I could finish. "They'll be fine, let's go." He  then took my hand and we walked out.

We then walked the streets together. "So where are we going?" I questioned. "You'll see." He added He then abruptly stopped as we got to Toys R Us. "Why are we in a toy store?"I asked confused. "It was the first store i saw and i was just like why not?" "Uh-huh.." I added caught off guard by the spontaneous choice to go to Toys R Us. Louis grasped my hand and then let go, picking up a teddy bear and putting it in my face "I WUV YOU!" He yelled in a baby tone. Louis was such a dork, making me laugh. Then something caught my eye, a barbie doll with long blonde hair and a tie dye dress, a remake of one my sister and I had when we were little.

~Flashback

"Happy Birthday Girls!" our mother cooed; It was our 6th Birthday. we opened a odd-looking rectangular box, ripping it open Ellie and I saw two dolls with long blond hair she pulled hers out as i did mine. "Look Mommy twins!" we said in unison. We then named eachothers dolls after each other I named Mine Ellie and she named hers Vivienne . It was the birthday of ours before our parents divorced. We'd gone to bed and heard them fighting downstairs. "What the hell have you done?" I heard our mother croak out. "I can't handle this hell household, I wish i would've never married you and had our children." Our Father spat out. "You don't mean that." Mom cried out. "Like hell I do." He yelled and then ran up the stairs filling his suit case. Ellie and I then ran out of our room screaming "Daddy don't go!" We tried to run up and grab hold of his legs but he pushed us away. "Have a nice life." He said before shutting the door leaving us, to never return.

I was sobbing, mascara running down my cheeks as I let out pained gasps. "Viv- Are you okay?" Loius said. He then wiped the tears from my cheeks with his thumbs. "Do you wanna talk about it?" I shook my head no and then hugged the doll to my chest. I had a mixed emotions memory it was great yet painful at the same time. I put the doll back and walked out of the store.

Louis P.O.V:

Something had upset her but what it was? I had no clue. I watched her hug the doll, so i bought it for her and ran after her. "What's wrong?" I pleaded. "I just wanna go home!" She screamed out hurt. "Okay, fine." I said in a gentle tone. I then tried putting a arm around her, but she shoved me away. "Could you just not." she said in between choking through her tears. We walked towards the car and got in. She got in and slammed the door. I then got in and drove towards my flat. The car ride was awful, all Viv did was look out the window with a blank stare. I could tell she was hurting but there was nothing i could do. She wanted space and I had to respect that.

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"Why did you take me here?" She snapped.  "I thought you might not want to be bothered." I explained. "Well your bothering me!" She screamed out. She knew just how to push my buttons. I then grabbed her by the shoulders and screamed at her. "I Care about you but I'm not your punching bag." She was stunned to silence. I then locked the front door so she couldn't leave. I ran upstairs and went into the guest room, slamming the door behing me. Frustrated i sat at the end of the bed with my head in my hands and cried. I love her I just couldn't accept that she didn't trust me with her feelings. It was a low blow, and it hurt like hell. After about what seemed like hours i heard a knock at my door. "What?" I choked out. "Louis,----Can I come in?" She asked quietly. She then creaked open the door and sat on the bed next to me. "I'm Sorry." She whispered. "I'm sorry for raising my voice." I said. I felt like a jerk for yelling at her. "It's not your fault, I was treating you as a doormat." She appologized. "Forgive me?" she begged. I then looked up at her and smiled. "Of course." I then leaned in and kissed her. "So what was wrong, why were you so upset?"

"Well It was a long time ago my dad left our family on my sister and I's sixth birthday. When we tried to stop him he pushed us away and told us to have a nice life. It hurt, being abandoned. He did it, and never looked back. And all you can think is when your parents get divorced is It's all my fault or why doesn't he love me. It also reminded me of Ellie and I-I just can't deal with losing my twin. Everytime i look in the mirror i see her face." She explained to me, before breaking down and sobbing. I pulled her close to me before saying "He doesn't know what he's missing." "Your a great person." I reassured her. "He may not love you, but i sure as hell do." I whispered into her ear before pulling her close and kissing her. "I love you too" she murmured into my t-shirt.