Broken Parts: Just Me & Lou

Chapter 15 The Blue House

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"Vivienne, can you go to Tesco's and pick up some carrots were out babe." Louis said frowning into the fridge. I swear this boy ate carrots as if they were candy. I totted upstairs and threw my hair into a messy bun applying as little makeup possible. I didn't want to get spotted by the paps while out on the town. I threw on a sweater and graphic leggings with a jaguar face on them. I then pulled on my combat boots and walked out the door. It was raining hard In Miami; "Monsoon weather" is what I called it it was pouring and cold. I climbed into my orange jeep and drove off to Tesco's. I walked inside, a little happy to get out of the rain and into the lively store. Some techno song Radioactive was on. Welcome to the new age, welcome to the new age it belted into the shoppers ears. I walked over to pick up some carrots and stroll over to the checkout counter but that's when I swore I heard Ellie calling me and that feeling of being pulled by a string came back. Ugh what did she want from me? I spun around in the direction I heard it to see a familiar face; My father. He was cutting up from some joke the thirteen year old girl beside him was telling. Maybe he was babysitting her? I had no clue. He then hugged her and kissed her on the forehead. I felt tears well up in my eyes, he used to do that to Ellie & I when we were children. Before he left that is. She was definitely his daughter, the one he had after leaving us. Thirteen years ago, since I was nineteen. Anger boiled inside me, my throat swallowing it back telling me not to make a scene. I balled my fists shaking, In those thirteen years a wall of resentment had grown and it was not coming down anytime soon. I walked to the checkout counter, sliding my glasses to my face so if I was recognized nobody could see my tears of anguish. "Anything else?" The blode behind the counter asked. "That's it." I said my tone flat. She then smiled, which looked fake. "Have a nice day." She cooed as I walked out the door.  I then sat in my jeep and tossed the carrots in the passenger seat. I threw my hands in fury around the car screaming out in anguish. Tears rolling down as I threw my glasses to the floor and placed my head on the wheel letting out a loud honk. I looked up through my hair to see my father and his new daughter tapping on my window. I grabbed my sunglasses and slid them on my face and rolled down the window, It was pouring rain but I didn't give a shit. "Are you okay Miss?" He said looking at my face. "I'm fine." I snapped. "Do you have jumper cables?, our car went out and my daughter's sick." He said his eyes pleaded with mine. I smirked at him and pulled my sunglasses from my face. "Vivienne." He said shock in his voice. "Surprised?" I said sarcastically. "I do have jumper cables," I paused "Oh great." He said smiling slightly interrupting me. " Karma missed you?". I asked  a spiteful  smirk creeping on my face."What are you talking about?" He asked. I placed my hand in my palm and then looked straight at him. "Go fuck yourself." I said. I then drove off down the wet pavement, water splashing little waves in every direction. I got back to see everyone was awake. Danielle and Liam were watching a movie in Liam's room and Zayn,Harry, and Niall we're lounging on the couch. Louis was out of sight, who knows where. I rushed in and shook off the water stompimg my boots on the mat. My hands were shaking, I only shook uncontrollably when I was bothered about something. My eyes peered over to the counter where Zayn left a pack of cigarettes out. I went to the counter and grabbed a lighter from a drawer and pulled out a cigarette. I then slammed the door behind myself. I slid down and sat my knees to my chest and my arms wrapped around my legs. I took the cigarette in between my fingers, tempted to light it  but having a mental debate. "If I'm quitting you sure as hell don't need to start." A voice said behind me. I turned around to see Zayn, he knelt beside me and sat down. "I thought you didn't smoke?" He said a confused look on his face. "I-I don't." I said stuttering and looking down at the cigarette. Zayn grabbed the lighter and threw it into the ocean. My hand were still shaking, black tears running down my face from my mascara. "Hey, It's okay no need to cry." He said wiping my tears. "It's not about the cigarettes..." I said trailing off. "Then what?" Zayn said looking into my eyes, trying to read my expression. I breathed in and sighed. "I saw my Dad." I said. Then remembering that the boys didn't know about my Dad only Louis did. "My Dad left us thirteen years ago to go play house with someone else." I said sarcastically with a dry laugh. "Oh, well his loss he missed out on you." Zayn said standing up. I smiled at that, Zayn made me feel better. "There's the smile I've been missing." Zayn said as he wrapped his arms around me in a hug. "We're always here for you, your one of us." He then patted my shoulder and walked inside. "He's nice." I heared a familiar voice say. My eyes got huge, It was Ellie. How the hell could I see her? "I can't see you, If I close my eyes you'll disappear." I said. "That's highly unlikely." She teased a smile on her face. "What, what do you want from me Ellie?" I said alittle annoyed at how she kept popping up. "Follow me?" She asked. Ellie then grabbed my hand and tugged me along. We finally made it to a secluded place in the palm tree covered woods, I swore I would end up lost. We finally made it to a little blue house, Ellie then opened the door and pulled me in. "Viv I need you to move on." She said in all seriousness. Ellie sighed and looked at me. "Stop being guarded around people." She said. I looked at the floor and it was like she read my mind. "Promise me." She demanded. "I promise." I said. "Why did you do it?" I begged. A painful look fell on her face. " I wanted out." She said and then she faded. I then fell backwards as I felt something pull away from me. I then opened my eyes, I was in the blue house alone.  I then heard sobbing, I jerked up and walked to the room it came from. It was Louis, sitting on the floor with his head in his hands. I just sat there watching him in pain.Tears welled up in my eyes. I then stepped forward, making a floorboard creak. "How did you find me?" Louis said sniffling. I shrugged my shoulders and walked towards him. I sat next to him and took his hand in mine. "What's wrong?" I said looking at his watery blue eyes. I placed a hand on his face and wiped away the tears streaking his face. " I miss my mum and sisters." He said looking at the floor. Tears ran down his face guilt hung in his eyes. It hurt me to see him cry. I then smiled and tickled his chest, making Louis let out a roar of laughter. I was sitting on top of him, tickling his sides. He stopped laughing and looked into my eyes as I looked into his. We kept inching closer, and closer hot breath on our faces. Our lips hovering over eachothers, our foreheads pressed together. Louis then pressed his lips to mine engulfing them in his warmth. He placed his hand on my cheekbone tracing the line connecting the bottom of my jaw. He placed his face in the crook of my neck whispering "I love you snuggle butt." Into my ear. His nickname for me was silly but I still loved it. I then heard Louis phone buzz. He reached into his pocket and pulled it out. "Hello?" He said into the phone. The call lasted a few minutes all Louis said was alot of mmhmm's and yeah's. "So what was that about?"I asked Louis. "Teen Vogue wants a interview and photoshoot with us tomorrow." He said. "Let's go back to the home away from home?" Louis asked playfully.  "With Pleasure." I said.