Broken Parts: Just Me & Lou

Chapter 13 Where am I?

"Viv-iii-ennee." a voice cooed in my ear. "Wh-what?" I grumbled sleepily, wiping the cloudiness from my vision. It was Ellie. "Ellie." I croaked. I sat up in the white bed and white room and wrapped my arms around her. "Where am I?" I asked, confused. Ellie smiled and giggled. Her dimples becoming prominent and her blue eyes sparkling. "That's not important Viv." Ellie said. She grabbed my hand and sat next to me. This felt like a dream but her touch was too real. Tears came rushing from my eyes, realizing this wasn't real and my sister was dead. As if she read my mind she said. "Stop it, I'm here." "I'm sorry, I just miss you." I said my throat burning from gulps holding down the pain. I looked down knotting my hands together. She lifted my face with her hand. She then waved a hand as if she was telling me to watch. I looked and saw black birds fly out of her hand and stick to her skin. "I'm always here." she said. Laying her hand over my tattoo before hovering her hand on my heart. She then hugged me and got out of bed. She turned around before smiling. "He's the one for you." She said. She then came over hugging me whispering "I love you Sis." "I love you too." I said before Ellie walked off and out through the doorway before fading away. I then woke up from my dream that felt so surreal. I was laying on top of Louis' bare chest. That's when I saw his tattoo. It was flying blackbirds similar to the one I had except that the birds flew out from the dandelion. I ran my fingertips on top of the tattoo. I started weeping. Choking on my tears, I got up out of bed and walked outside to the garden. I sat down curling up into a fetal position. I let my tears fall down my cheeks, my heart aching from the death of my sister. I remember when I cried to her a thousand times, telling her my feelings. It never crossed my mind for there to be a time for us to say goodbye. It's hard to wrap your mind around someone being with you and then dissappearing, like a flame from a candle when blown out. I felt like a piece of me died with her. "Viv?" Louis said tiredness in his voice. "Yes?" I croaked out choking on tears. "It's okay to cry sometimes."He said wrapping his arms around me and pulling me from the ground. "It's not okay, I need to be strong." I said sternly. "Crying isn't weak." He said wiping the tears from my cheeks."You're strong enough to show your pain, your brave Viv." He said pulling me to his chest as I put my  face on his chest, letting all the pain out. Louis stood there rubbing my back trying to soothe me. He then grabbed for my hand. "Let's go somewhere." He then walked me up to the rooftop of the cabin we shared with everyone. He place his hands on my hips and whispered in my ear. "Scream what your feeling, It helps." He then backed away. I then started screaming. "I Miss my sister!" "It's not fair!" "Why her, why?!"  "Why did she do it!?"  "Why the fuck did you put my through this Ellie!" I screamed collapsing, into Louis lap. I cried and sat there as he held me. "Hey Lou." Niall said. "Do you two wanna come down for breakfast?" I then looked up to see Louis waving his hand shooing Niall. "Oh,sorry." Niall said his irish accent making the word sorry sound funny.I laughed. "You can stay Niall." I said. Louis phone started to ring. It was a important call from management. "Fucking management, ugh sorry love I gotta take this." Louis said annoyance in his voice. "You okay?" Niall said. "It's just..." I trailed off sighing. "I lost my faternal twin... and- It's- It's hard." I managed. "Sorry to hear that." Niall said. Niall then leaned over and hugged me. "I think Lou's gonna be busy a while. We could go to the fair?" He said his baby blue eyes glinting. "Sure." I said before standing and walking to my room to change. I pulled on a flowy electric blue tunic and cut off shorts. I then twisted my hair in a bun and put on my blue/navy leopard sneakers. And as for makeup? I went all natural. Hoping I could blend in with the crowd.

Niall & Viv's outfit:http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76559900 & http://www.polyvore.com/jhgfd/set?id=76558826

Niall then leaned in my door frame and knock on the door. "Ready to go?" He chirped. "Yep." I said back walking behind him as we walked out and took Louis corvette for a spin.

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Niall's P.O.V.

It was roastin' outside, but Viv and I didn't care. We ran around the carnival getting food and going on coasters. The place was buzzin' and they're were a ton of fit girls runnin' around. We decided to go on a coaster that went backwards and looped in the air, it looked massive and fun. Viv turned to me and said "That thing is huge."  "Scared?" I teased. She playfully punched me on the shoulder before giggling out. "Maybe."  As we got on the coaster it took us into the air. It was incredibly high making me regret getting on but it was too late. The coaster dropped and made three loops. Viv was screaming her head off as we dropped. I let out a "Oh shit!" as we met winding turns and such. We then got off the ride and sat down. Viv started chuckling about my choice of words as we were on the coaster.I laughed at the look on her face as the coaster dropped, it was priceless. "I heard you had a vogue shoot, me and the lads had one last month It's quite fun." I said. "I'm looking forward to it, but I'm not looking forward to not having Louis with me." She said. "OMG OMG It's Niall Horan and Vivienne Strassen!!" A couple of teen girls screamed. One of the girls emerged from the others, holding out a book and a sharpie. "Can I get your autographs?"  She squeal at me and Viv before we singed our signature. After we signed the book the young girl looked at us with a smile on her face. "Are you two dating?" My cheeks flushed. Viv told her we weren't dating. "Sure you aren't." the girl said walking away with her band of friends. "Well that wasn't akward." I said looking towards Viv. "Of course not." Viv said sarcastically. We broke out in laughter. We then decided to go back to the house to catch up with Lou and the lads, he'd probably wondered where we were. Since we didn't tell him and just left. Viv slipped and fell, but before she hit the ground i caught her. That's when the paparazzi popped up. Shit I cursed mentally. I hated when the Paparazzi popped up at the worst times. The way I caught her looked like I was holding her. Snap,Snap,Snap    "Niall are you and Vivienne dating?" the paparazzi screamed out towards us.  Vivienne and I ran to the corvette and drove off. I swear it was impossible to hang out with a lady friend, the paparazzi would make it out for the two of you to be dating. I then flipped out my phone and took a pic of Viv and me smiling. I posted it on twitter and typed in all caps WE'RE JUST FRIENDS CHILL!  Viv parked the car and we got out, the paparazzi surrounding our house we were staying in. Liam looked at us and yelled for us to "Get inside!" We walked inside to see a not so happy Louis.

Vivienne's P.O.V.

"Louis what's wrong?" I asked. He looked pissed. He grabbed his laptop and spun it around for me to look. It was some trashy blog artical about how I was dating Niall with pictures of him helping me up from my fall. "Why the hell were you and Niall cuddling?" Louis screamed. "Louis me and Niall are friends, and we weren't cuddling he was helping me from cracking my skull open." I said sternly. "Yeah sure." He spat. Louis then walked off and slammed his bedroom door. Harry then walked out of his room. "What the hell crawled into his trousers?" Harry said. He then looked over to the laptop screen and made an 'O  with his mouth. "I'll go talk to him." Harry said before running upstairs and barging Louis' door open.

Harry's P.O.V.

"Louis why are you mad at that fake blog?" I said biting my lip in confusion. "Pictures don't lie." He spat out. Looking as if he could punch through a wall. "I'm going to slap Niall."Lou gritted his teeth and walked towards the door. I grabbed his arm and slung him onto the bed before standing by the door. "You aren't going anywhere before you calm the fuck down." I said sternly before sitting on the bed beside Louis. "They're just friends." I reassured him. I then chuckled at him. "Your jealous." I said laughing at Lou. "Am not." He said crossing his arms. "Your my best mate and I know you better than anyone and your jealous." I said chuckling at his jealousy.  "Your such a ass Styles." Lou said before smiling and laughing himself. "I love you too boo-bear."I said.

Louis P.O.V.

I was jealous. Niall was the sensitive one and girls just loved it. I thought maybe Viv liked him, which made me jealous and the photo even made it worse. But I came to realize she loves me not Niall. I opened the door and walked downstairs. "Babe, we should publisize our relationship." I said pulling her to me. "Sorry." I whispered in her ear. I then kissed her softly on the mouth before calling management. Everyone was going to know about us, I wanted to tell the world Vivienne was mine.