tagged by harryst0enails
who is your favourite singer?
that's a really hard question but i'd have to say my current favourites are may-a and maisie peters. if we're talking og faves, i'm gonna have to say 5sos (2016) and 1d (2012 according to my mum. ik i literally didn't even know i liked them back then but she told me i was OBSESSED with them as a 4/5 year old) ofc
what's your hair colour?
really really dark brown haha. most people assume it's back cause it's so dark but you can tell that it's actually brown in sunlight
do you have a phobia?
ok so i've got a couple. this first one is pretty funny seeing as though i live in australia and am an avid hiker and camper. i'm DEATHLY afraid of spiders lmfaoooo. i also really hate planes, lifts (elevators), and certain heights
what would you do if you knew you could not fail?
jeez that's a really hard one. um. i think i'd just have to say coming out to friends, extended family and people at my school. i don't really know if you can really "fail" at coming out, but rathe not be accepted. i feel as those two things have some correlation?? i've previously mentioned that people at my school aren't the nicest and there's a shit ton of homophobes so i'm definitely not comfortable telling people there (including my friends cause ik it's gonna spread somehow)
who is one person you tell everything to?
this one's also really hard bc i'm a very secretive person. i don't trust very many people which is kinda sad because i'd like to be able to. i think i'd have to say my friend sophie who i met when i saw louis live, and my other friend seth who goes to school with me:)
when was the worst day of your life?
ok for this one i kinda need to give a bit of a back story first. so pretty much i asked my mum for a binder a couple days after i came out to her. she said no. it was just a plain no with no negotiations. not even a week later, she sat me down and started talking to me about it and i was explaining how i have chest dysphoria and stuff and just explaining a bunch of related things. i then asked her again and she was so verbally aggressive with telling me no once again. i literally left the room and cried for hours. that was horrible. okay so back story done, this is unfortunately the worst day of my life. once again, i asked her for a binder. i explained to her that i could buy it and if practice safe binding and take regular breaks, drink lots of water etc. she literally YELLED at me and was like "AS LONG AS YOU'RE LIVING IN THIS HOUSE, YOU'RE NOT GETTING A BINDER." i was so taken aback and i didn't even know what to say. like i was FUMING. i was so agitated and to this day, i'm still so confused as to why she's so against binding. i'm not gonna ask if i can bind ever again because FUCK that was the worst experience of my life.
last movie that made you cry
istg it looks like i'm trying to twist around every question. but if we're counting louis' documentary, aotv, that would be the last movie that made me cry. if that doesn't count, my policeman cause OH MY GOD THAT HAD ME SOBBING
do you have plans for a new book?
i'm updating my song recommendations book very irregularly but that does get new chapters every so often. i'm also very, very infrequently adding new chapters to my random shit book (the book that this is in)
which emoji do you use most?
1. 😭
2. 💀
3. 💔
tag 10 people
aashy16 (ALSO GET THEM TO 400 FOLLOWERS)
⬆️THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SO SO SO SUPPORTIVE AND I LOVE THEM ALL SM!
okay yeah that's it. bye!!
- ash❤️
