I Give My First Love To You ( FreenBecky Version)

Stage 10- Just A Fluffy First Day and Freen's Determination

Becky's Pov

I just followed Freen silently as she continue to drag me somewhere.
Im staring at her back.. Thinking whether to hug her or not.

I missed her so much. . .

i dont know how long we walked.. I didnt even know where we are now until she opened the closed door in front of her.

We are at the rooftop of maybe the first building she saw.
We sat on the bench facing the open field. I felt the air brushed my face and messed my hair a bit.

No one dared to talk.

Shes the one who said that we need to talk so i'll just wait for her to start.. Then i noticed.. Our hands were still locked..

I stared at our locked hands until she spoked. I was so preoccupied that i needed her to repeat what she said.

" I said i beat you. " Freen said with out looking at me instead shes looking at our hands and now shes starting to play with my fingers..

" You did. See? You can do things just by yourself. With out me " i said softly.

" But i did that to be with you.. "

i sighed.

" Freen. You should stop depending on me. Stop doing things just because of me. "

And there came a deafening silence ..

" Anyway.. whats your plan now?" i asked to break the silence.

" To have you back. " she whispered.

" thats not what i mean Freen. "

" Then what?" she now said irritably.

" Now that youre here. What course are you taking? What club are you joining.. Sort of things like that. " i said with a smile as i look at her with my eyes saying. We cant be together as lovers at least we can be friends ..

" I'll have the course same as yours and maybe i'll join the track team. " she said and looked at the open field.

" Freen." i sighed again.

" Fine. Anyway. Why track team? Youre weak at any sport you know. " i said the chuckle.

" You cant run. So i'll run for you instead I should have done that a long time ago. "

I placed my hand on her face making her face me. I caress her flawless cheek gently with my thumb..

" Freen.. I told you.. Stop doing things for me."

" But i want to do them for you.. "

" Freen, I wont be happy by that.. I want you to do things you like not because i wanted to do them but sadly i cant. So please.. " i said with pleading eyes.

" But becky "

" Please? Freen.. Im getting really tired of it . . I want you to live your life doing things you like. Being the person you want to be. I dont want you being stuck with me.. I dont want you to depend on me because we know that anytime.. I might just leave you.. See?? You already start it by entering this school without my help. Just continue doing that. Continue living on your own.. "

Then i wiped the tears that are now falling from her eyes

" And i dont want you crying because of me again. Dont worry.. were still friends .. Right?"

" But i dont want you to be just my friend bec.. " she said now holding my hand.

" Freen.. You need to grow up. I broke up with you because thats the right thing to do.. What will happen to you if we continue being together and youre always depending on me? then suddenly .. Im gone?"