I Give My First Love To You ( FreenBecky Version)

Stage 24- Last, Jennie

Becky's Pov

" Baby.. Tell your Mom to discharge me hmmm?" i said with my full smile. Ive been saying this for a week now but i always get the same answer.

" No. " she said.

"Jeezz~~ baby im so bored here.. " i said then pout hoping it will work. But no luck. She just ignored me.

" Baby. Ive been stuck here for two weeks now. I miss school. I miss going out. " i plead.

" whose fault is it?" she asked with her eye brow raised.

I sighed then let m body rest on my bed.

Freen is acting normal but i know better. Even her with out telling me. I know she already knew about it.

About my condition. That operation wont help me anymore. But i didnt hear anything from her. She didnt even blame me for being so stubborn ,For not taking the operation the moment we learned that the heart weve been waiting for years is already there.

She didnt even ask what her mom and i talked about when i woke up. Its like shes waiting for me to tell her myself. but i never had the strength to do so.

So i just stick to the act that everything is normal. That me being  confined in this hospital is nothing.

its obvious that i already stopped attending school. Freen said she will stop to but i told her she shouldnt.

We argued about it for few days and  in the end i won. but Freen is always here when ever she has a chance. Specially every night.
We still sleep together in this hospital bed. she'll tell me everything that happens in school.

Just like when we were kids.

" Babe?" i called. Shes folding my clothes and hers.

" hmm?"

" do you want to know what we talked about when i woke up? me and your mom?" i asked. Maybe its right time.

she may know it but its different if i'll tell her my self.

" You dont have to if you dont want. " she said with out looking at me. But she already stopped what shes doing.

" neh can you come here? " i asked and she stood up and sat on the chair beside my bed.

" Not there.. Here.. " i said then tap the space beside me. She sighed then sat on the bed but i pulled her so she now laying next to me her head between my shoulder.

" i love you.. You know that right?" i asked softly and she nodded.

"Im sorry.. If i'll break my promise. " i said in almost a whisper.

" dont say sorry.. I know youre not going to break it. " she said and im a bit surprise to hear her voice calm and clear. before she'll immediately get angry or cry just me mentioning our promise.. That i cant keep it.

" i cant take the operation anymore. " i said and hugged her tight.

" i know. "

" im gonna leave you.. " i cant help it now. My tears are falling. Just the thought of leaving her.. Damn.. Why me?

I know its bad to question you but
God, Did i do something so horrible in my past life? For me to suffer this much?

" You will never leave me " freen answered and i felt her getting up. Not to get off my bed but just to see me..

" death isnt the end of our love ok? Do you understand? Its not that i already accepted that youre dying.. I still cant and i will never accept it.. But we cant avoid death right? " she said and caress my face.