Finding My Sunshine (Lee Felix X Reader)

Surrounded by Pabos

July 2017

Y/N POV:

Since winning Eurovision I was supposed to be on a break but it's me we're talking about here. But it's pretty common knowledge to everyone that a break for me just means extra time to make more music and make the odd appearance on shows that I want to do that I don't usually get the chance to do during promotions. Considering my song with Becky dropped last night you'd think I would pause my break, however, our schedules didn't line up as I had to stay in Korea to train the boys on their survival show. Alongside this I have a day long shoot set up for next week on 'I Live Alone'. We shot the living alone section last month and now that editing is done I just need to do the in-studio shoot with the hosts. Once I've finished filming that I have a short break from training the boys as I'm set to star in two tv series, one back home in the UK and then the other back here in Seoul.

Since the contest my relationship with the boys has gotten even closer as I'm seeing at least one of them most days, if not everyday of the week; both in and out of the company. I spend the first three days of the week with them all for their training, whether that's for dancing, singing or their new producing sub-unit, 3RACHA, which they made as they wanted more control over the music they would release once they hopefully debut. I also end up spending a lot of the weekend with mostly Felix, but the others all join in too. This is usually in my dorm, which has kind of become the unofficial social space for both Twice and the boys. Half the time I'll wake up or walk into the dorm and half of Twice or the boys will just be chilling in the lounge or on the roof. I mean I suppose I brought this upon myself by giving out the keycode to them all and having an open door policy to them all, but it does stop me from spending a week locked away, sometimes without food, in my home studio which has happened multiple times before. However, I actually had to leave the dorm today and go to the company as I had an episode of the boys' survival show to shoot.

I arrive at the JYP building slightly early so that I can catch the boys before shooting starts so that I can give them a last minute talk and final practice so they can do their best and stay as a team. I walk through the building still trying to come up with a half prepared speech to reassure and motivated them, until I reach the Stray Kids practice room and am met with a sight that is almost like they're throwing everything they've been given away. None of them are preparing for their performance. Half of them are just sat on their phones and the other half are messing about and acting like little children. I could feel myself seething with rage as I had warned them that JYP wanted to have an elimination so they would have to work twice as hard to not let it happen, as I could only delay and hold JYP from doing so for so long. I storm into the room, swinging the door open causing all of them to jump out of their skin in shock.

"Ya! What are you doing? Whatever it is, it's clearly not training or preparing to give a performance that's so good that there's no reason to eliminate any of you! You're lucky it was me that came in and not JYP sunbaenim that did because he'd eliminate at least one person for sure just to make an example of you because he can!" I scold them all with a glare that if it could, would kill a person.

"We're sorry Y/N." All of them say at the same time, unable to look up from the floor to meet my gaze.

"Don't be sorry to me. It's not my career you're potentially messing up. Now put this behind you, get up and make me think that this was just a break between practicing. And remember to include the pointers I gave last practice." I reply before taking a seat where I could watch their practice until shooting started.

~~~~~ Time skip lol ~~~~~

We're now shooting and the boys have just come to the end of presenting their showcase they had to present to JYP and I. They had performed a small medley of songs that their producing unit had put together, that I had supervised the composing of.