Star friends

Part 10; Hate to admit

Hours later the boys ended up drinking soju and they were light drinkers. After half a bottle of soju, Changbin was already a bit drunk, his face was red and he wasn't his usual self per se. Some of the kids did drink yes but only two of them were really drunk and one was blacked out drunk on the kitchen counter somehow and the rest were still sober. Changbin still had those feelings deep inside and wouldn't stop sighing. "Here Changbin eat something" Han told him since he has been keeping an eye on him and taking care of him as well. Throughout the years Han has been taking care of him and could say that 3racha are the closest of friends. Changbin shook his head and started to whine. "I miss her . He snatched her away from me and all he did was rub it in my face. We will not go to their party or wedding". "yeah yeah ok got it" Han said and rolled his eyes since he was annoyed and shoved food in his friend's mouth. He was munching on the food and his eyes were halfway closed and could see yet couldn't see much. The male stood up and stumbled to the kitchen and grabbed a notebook and a pen and started to write some lyrics down "HA GOT IT THIS IS THE PERFECT LYRICS CHAN LETS GO TO THE STUDIO" he said talking very loudly "shhh you are going to wake up the ones that are sleeping" Hyunjin told him.

Chan got up and looked at the lyrics changbin wrote and gave an approving nod. "got any more lyrics?" he asked him and he nodded, flipping the page and started to write someof the lyrics. Chan helped him and changed some lyrics here and there and gave a big smile. "I think this will be a good song. what should the song name be?" "I hate to admit and don't want to either". Chan nodded and went to his room and started to produce letting the genius do his work. Changbin followed behind him and just watched him work and listened. The song that they wrote in a couple of minutes inspired him per se to text y/n. he sent a long paragraph and then a voice message "Hey y/n please wait for me, I am too late but whatever I am feeling I know you are too do not deny it. I hate to admit that I love you and lost you. This pain hurts and only you can stop it, give me one more chance.............. I will not make you regret it, I feel like you ghosted me and you wanted me gone, if you did why didn't you tell me instead?" he said and started to tear up. Chan heard the voice message and took the phone away from him "go to sleep you had a long day, YO FELIX" Chan yelled loud enough for him to hear wherever he was. Felix knocked and walked in "What is it? I was sleeping" "take Changbin to his room" The boy nodded and almost fell trying to carry the heavy member so he dragged him instead. "don't drag- ah whatever. good night" Chan told him and continued to make the song. Felix was half asleep and at this point didn't care which room they ended up he just wanted his sleep and took him to his room and plopped him on his bed and he slept next to him but little did Felix know that Changbin will cry in his sleep

Y/N POV

The next day Y/N woke up and sat in bed giving a long sigh. Tae woke up and hugged her waist closing his eyes again since his schedule is empty for the day and wanted to spend the whole day with her. "what's wrong my love?" he spoke in a husky voice "nothing I just have a headache" she said and kissed his head and tried to get out of bed. "let me go i need to feed Yeontan" she said and giggled when he wouldn't let go and tickled her "give me a kiss and I will maybe consider" she frowned and tried to get out of bed and she finally gave in and gave him a kiss on the cheek so then she was let go

"can you make breakfast this time? I have some work to do and will take Tannie for a groom, I think I am ready to go out so after we can go on a date" she told him and he nodded and got out of bed then walked straight to the kitchen. y/n fed Tannie and hopped in the shower and after a couple of minutes she went to the kitchen and used her phone. she still saw the good and bad comments and articles but ignored them since she knew it was bound to happen at some point. "here's your breakfast and here is mine" Tae told her and she thanked him but her eyes widened a bit when she saw that she got a text from Changbin and turned off her phone instead, leaving him on delivered.

"what's wrong?" Tae asked and she shook her head starting to eat. "so I was thinking that we can start planning the wedding and think about the future don't you think?" he told her "Yeah I think the sooner the better and I can't wait for us to have matching wedding rings either but you won't be able to wear yours will you?" she asked him when she finished eating and picked up the dog and started to pet him. "I will but in certain sets I won't but i will keep it in a chain and put the ring through there so I will always have it with me." he gave her a reassuring smile and washed the dishes once he was done and got dressed.

Once she was alone she put the dog in his little carrier and grabbed her phone. She read the messages and listened to the voice message as well.