My Attractive Bully - Han Jisung

chapter 18

Saturday

It's saturday.

The sun was shining through my window.
I was awake the whole night long because I suddenly wasn't tired anymore.

My bandages are still bloody. I should put some new on.

My back aches and I wonder why.

<time skips/lunch time>

Hyunjin called me.

"Yumeah, are you okay?"

"Uhh yes, why do you ask?"

"You didn't answer my last few calls."

"Oh- I'm sorry, I didn't see you called me. I was sleeping."

"You slept until 11 o' clock?"

"I think so."

"You're at home, right?"

"Yes, I am."

"May I come over?"

"I guess so..."

"Okay, I'll be right there. See you."

"See you."

He hung up.

Fuck fuck fuck, I don't want him to see me like this. Nobody knows about my past or my mental health; nobody should know about it.

I ran into my bedroom and searched for some good clothes.
I found a hoodie- long enough sleeves.
And shorts. There are no long pants left. Honestly I don't like my legs because there are some healed scars visible on my thighs. But the shorts should hide them.

I washed my face and brushed my hair and teeth.
A quick look in the mirror and I was okay.

Hyunjin shouldn't know I harmed myself.
He also shouldn't know that I cried.

The bell rang. I ran to the door.

"Yumeahh" a voice called my name.

I opened up with a (faked) smile.

Hyunjin hugged me.
"Yumeeahh, I missed you."

"I missed you too, baby."

He gave me a kiss. I gave him a kiss too.

I let him in and he took off his shoes.
"What have you been doing?"

"Nothing special. I woke up a few hours ago. What about you?"

"Same, I was bored alone at home and started to think about my pretty girlfriend. I love her sooo..." he pouted.

"Oh, does she love you too?"

"Hmm, I don't know. Should I tell her that I love her?" his hands met my waist.

"That sounds like an good idea"
I wrapped my arms around his neck.