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Silent treatment#33

LEYLA NIKKOLE

-Next morning

I woke up with a massive headache. Looking around I realized I am in my bathroom, inside the bathtub and the water is running while I'm fully dressed! What the fuck happened after Nicki and I came upstairs?

Think Leyla think!!

*flashback*
I was walking into the living room, Jay and his wife are arguing...

"You are not understanding my point of view Giselle!" Said Jay backing away from her.

"You are all that links me to her, help me win her Shawn thats all I'm asking for!!" She pleaded.

"How do you want me to help you win her? How do you expect me to do that? Share her secrets with you? Lose her trust so she has to turn to you? I tried helping you already and it worked... but you allowed your mother to get in your head.." he sighed throwing his arms in the air. Then said, " Look Bey I tried, I really did, I vouched for you. I told her to try. But you did not win her because your parents have you wrapped around their fingers. Why don't you try and understand where Leyla's anger is coming from? I'll give you a hint, YOUR FUCKING ACTIONS!" She dead chuckled.  Jay raised an eyebrow and shook his head.

"You think what I am doing is wrong? Trying to discipline our child? Since you been doing nothing but complying with her! No wonder im the bad guy here!"  ...

Sometimes i think she has a bug in her head telling her to act a fool! Fuck!! What else happened?

"Baby?" I heard Nicki call from my room. Did I get drunk? I turned the water off. I stripped out of my clothes. My mouth tastes like Vodka.

"Nicki where is Leyla?" Asked my fathers wife.. "I think she's in the bathroom why?"

"There's four bottles and a half of Vodka empty on the kitchen floor! Jay wasn't home! You were here, it sure as hell wasn't me so that leads us to her." 

I sat on the floor with my head on my hands, I dont recall leaving.... Fuck I went downstairs for water and my fathers wife was there...

*Flashback*
I walked into the kitchen and there she sat silently crying.

" I don't want to lose my husband too!" She whispered to herself. If she only hadn't tried to use age against my relationship with Nicki... what would have happened after?

I feel nothing for her anymore not even pity. All this shit that has happened slowly made me heartless towards her. At the same time I feel like something is missing within me!

"What are you doing up Leyla? I thought Nicki took you to bed." I shrugged. She looks almost defeated.

"Can we have a conversation?" I nodded and sat on top of the bar. She's drinking Vodka...

What did she talk about? Why is it so hard to remember if I was sober during the conversation; silent treatment.

I groaned shaking my head. I took a quick shower and walked into my room where Nicki and her friend are having a conversation. I tuned them out and went to the closet.