My book of random things

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So, on Friday I decided to were pigtails to school, because I felt like it. I mean I were a ponytail every single day. I decide to try something new. A lot of people said I looked cute. Mostly my friends and a couple of teachers. It got me a lot of attention. Plenty of people looked at me, usually I just unnoticed in the halls. I thought I looked ok. That was until my friend told me I looked like a porn star. The ones that are 40 and try to act 15. But I looked like I was 15 and trying to act 9. It didn't really bother me all that much. Although it did knock my confidence down a level. And that is already really low. Well today I found out that while my little sister was walking down the hallway she overheard someone calling me a hoe. I know people make fun of me and talk about me behind my back. But that is the first time actually hearing it. I don't want to go back to school. I don't want to go back to that place. What is wrong with people, why can't I change up my style without being called names? I don't know why but I can't stop crying. I hate the people in my school.