I love you. Notti Osama.

the news.

Y/N POV.
HARLEM, NEW YORK.
JULY 9TH. 2022

I thought me and notti were going to spend the rest of our lives together.

"Ma, we finna head out. Love you." Notti hugged me before walking out with DD.

After around 25 minutes, DD came back alone and a weird feeling emerged in my stomach.

"Where's Ethan?" I asked, feeling uneasy.

"Um...he's at the train station he told me to leave, he wouldn't let me stay." DD looked down and I ignored the feeling I got in my stomach and scrolled on my phone for 10 seconds before deciding to go get notti.

I walked out of the apartment, and as I made my way to the back of the subway, I saw Notti, beating someone with a stick of some sort.

I sped up toward him and he suddenly paused, dropping the stick to hold his lower torso. 

The fuck? I thought.

The man notti was beating ran and Notti turned toward me and i almost passed out.

"M--Ma?" Notti fell into me as I tried to make my way to the stairs, but he stopped me. There was blood gushing from him as I applied pressure.

"Stop, ma." Notti said, weak.

"NO, NOTTI. I CANT LOSE YOU. NOT NOW. WE HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN MARRIED O--OR--"

"Listen..ma. promise me..you'll go through with our plans, ight? And don't hurt yourself and tell errbody I love em. And you da most. Move on, have kids and allat." Notti's lips began turning purple. 

"no...no, notti. We can do that t-together." I sobbed as I heard sirens.

"Ma, don't cry. Ion wanna die knowing you was crying, so...st--stop." He wiped my tear and his eyes rolled back.

"I love...you." he whispered before going limp.

"NO, NOTTI, STAY. PLEASE?" I screamed, hearing the sirens come closer. I rode in the ambulance with notti. And called everyone.

Soon, we were all in the hospital as he received surgery.

The surgeon came out and looked at us, shaking her head.

I fell to the ground and cried louder and harder than I ever have before.

After a while, I just ran. Back home, where nottis stuff was the same as how we left it. I sobbed into one of his hoodies before this weird feeling rushed over me.

Like I felt nothing on the outside but my heart hurt.

I started at the wall blankly for hours until DD walked into my room.

We just looked at each other before he fell into my arms, sobbing, as ddot followed.

I didn't know what to do. I wasn't sobbing but tears were rolling down my face.

TO BE CONTINUED BC IM ABOUT TO CRY UPDATE TMRW

(My bad, I kinda forgot about this I'm not gonna lie, but I'll update whenever I can. Also whenever I'm writing this I cry soooooo...)