I love you. Notti Osama.

Chapter 3.

Y/N POV 

HARLEM, NEW YORK. 

I decided that I wanted to go get a few things from the grocery store because we were running out and I didn't want mama osama having to go out. I went with DD and we got an uber there. 

When we walked into the grocery store, we were in the cereal isle. 

"Boy if you don't pick one...I got one I like, I got some for Ddot, I got some for Jay, and Mama....CHOOSE!" I raised my voice like somebody mama at dd. 

"Fine...Krave." He muttered grabbing a box and putting it in the cart. 

As we arrived at the produce section, there was a lightskin dreadhead and he was looking at the tomatoes which was right across from where we were going. 

I didn't pay him any mind and just went to grab what I needed. 

"What else we need?" DD asked, looking at my notes app. 

"Cucumbers, carrots and...snacks for everyone because I know ain't nobody tryna go out right now." I sighed grabbing cucumbers and putting them in a bag and weighing them. 

"Yo, ma?" The dreadhead said to me. 

"Me?" I looked around before pointing to myself. 

"Yeah, you. You gotta man?" He asked, grinning. 

I didn't know how to respond, yes I do, but no I don't? 

"Yes." I replied, looking down. 

Before I knew it, DD fatass went to look at cakes and this dread head was in my space, touching me n shi. 

"C'mon, ma...I know you ain't got no man, we can just kick it. You smoke?" He asked, wrapping his hand around my waist. 

I stayed silent and looked up and saw...Ethan?

"I-its..." I pointed my shaky finger at  the corner. 

"There's nothing there..." The dread head pointed out. 

"Yes there is! He's looking at me...We shouldn't be talking, he--he..." I trailed off while walking toward the corner. 

"E-Ethan?" I muttered. 

"Don't let him touch what's mine." A memory of him saying that rang through my ears. 

He then, vanished. 

was he real or was he a product of greive? Either way, I didn't want to be here anymore.

I walked over to my cart and pushed it away as the man grabbed me again. 

"I-- Uh... I need to go." I mumbled tearing up. 

"You ain't gonna let me get ya number or anything?" he called after me as I ran to the cake section. 

"Let's get snacks and leave." I mumbled to dd, walking to the snack section. 

"You good?" DD asked, trying to keep up with me. 

"Yeah, I just don't wanna be here anymore." 

As we were looking at the snacks I started to forget and when I looked to my right, I saw Notti's favorite candy. 

FLASH BACK--

"Ohhh these my shitttttt!" Notti sang, running to the candy isle and grabbing sour gummy worms. 

"Eww." I mugged. 

"They're good. They remind me of you." Notti smirked, about to say something slick. 

"Think about what your next words are gonna be and choose them wisely." I advised, grabbing chocolate and approaching him. 

"They sweet and sour. Like you, you rude and nice." He laughed. 

"That don't even sound right." I rolled my eyes, walking away. 

"Maaa... I'm sorry, don't be mad." Notti came behind me in the line, hugging me from behind. 

"Get off me nigga, yo breath raunchy." 

"Like that attitude." Notti smirked. 

"Aren't you supposed to be apologizing, lil boy?" I scanned our items. 

"Ain't nothing lil about me, you know this." 

I side eyed him and cleared my throat. 

"You right mami. I'm sorry, it won't happen again." He said in an annoying high pitched tone, kissing all over my face. 

I laughed. "Move aroundddd!" 

End of Flash back. 

"HELLO?" DD screamed in my face. 

"Getcho angry bird lookin ass on." I muttered, grabbing the sour gummy worms and snacks for everyone else. 

TIME SKIP, HOME AFTER GIVING EVERYONE THEIR ITEMS. 

I've been staying in Notti's room. 

I haven't really touched any of his stuff because I don't want it to be any different than how he left it. 

I decided to shower and watch videos on my phone. After around 15 minutes, I got tired. 

As I was drifting off to sleep, I felt the bed dip. 

I slowly turned around to see Notti. (Notti=BOLD)

I sighed, and basically decided it was a hallucination. 

"I miss you." I whispered. 

"I miss you too, ma." He wrapped his arms around me. 

"Why're you doing this?" My eyes filled with tears. 

"Doing what?" He asked, looking down at me. 

"You come around and then just leave again, making me realize you're not coming home." 

"I'm always home, ma. You're home, and I'm always with you." 

"Exactly, so how am I supposed to move on, knowing you're watching? I won't I promise." 

"If that's what you decide to do, I can't stop you." 

I sighed. 

"You know I'll be waiting for you, but don't rush yourself. You'll know when to come to me."

"That was cryptic as hell." 

I blinked and he was gone. 

I stared at where he was laying, thinking about what that meant. 

Was he telling me to end it for myself so that we could meet again? 

This doesn't make much sense. 

HAHAH I FINALLY UPDATED HEHHEHEH

Anyways....idk what I'm doing and my head hurts like a mf but I'm on a perc 40303039 or sum shi cus im hyper asf. 

bye luvassss