JJK : Secret Love

[CH8]✧In my mind✧

"I can explain y/n". I said standing up but stumbled on the table. "What?". She asked. "It was not intentional". I replied. "Tell me why am I sleeping in your stinky ass bed?". She questioned.

"What?". I said while confused. "What am I doing in your bed?". She said making a face. My hands went to my head and held my hair tightly. I sat back on the couch and put my head on the couch header.

I was breathing deeply. Sigh of breathing. I thought she remembered. My eyes are closed and that moment is still stuck in my head and I can't let it out. "Jeon Jungkook". She called me.

I let out a breath and looked at her. "Because you are refusing to sleep in your room". I said and went past her into the kitchen. Taking a water bottle and just inhaling it in one breath.

"Bullshit". She said and went to her room. Saying things which I couldn't hear. I have a headache. Today is Sunday and we don't have College. Maybe I can rest. I hear stomping footsteps. They are getting closer.

Here she comes. She's standing in front of me glaring at me. "How can I stop this headache?". She questioned. I looked at her and turned towards the fridge and took out water and lemon.

I squeezed lemon in water and gave it to her. "Drink it". I said and started walking. "We didn't do anything right?". Her words stopped my world. Memory flushed through my mind again. I pulled myself and looked at her.

"I was drunk, sleeping on a couch outside. What made you think we did something?". I questioned. She stared at me. "Nothing" she replied and started drinking. "I'm not drinking again". I hear her saying in her breath.

"Today is sunday, so do you have any plans?". I questioned. "Yeah, Noah's coming". "What? Why? When?". She stared at me in disbelief. I can see disbelief in her eyes, face and body.

I cleared my throat. "Why should I care?". I said and left from there. She still didn't say anything. I can feel her eyes on my back. It's like a dagger.
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"Is he okay?". I'm still thinking about his reaction. I let out a sigh and came back to my room. 3 hours left till Noah's coming. He asked me for doubts but i couldn't clear it that day. He got an urgent call and had to leave immediately.

So I invited him to my house. "Y/N". I heard Jungkook calling me. He's standing at my room door. "Yes". "What do you want for breakfast?". He questioned. "Anything. I don't have that much appetite for anything". "You okay?". He questioned again.

"I'm completely fine. Maybe it's because I drank last night. I'm going to throw up in some time". I said, sighing. "You should have listened to me". He said and came into my room.

"I'm not regretting tho. My heart is feeling light and my mood is good. I don't know why". I said. "Good to hear". He said. Why is he blushing? He's avoiding eye contact. He never did. His ears were pink.

"Jungkook, did i do something weird last night?". I questioned. He was silent. I did?. "It's not weird, but yeah I was taken aback for some second". "What did I do?".

He's staring at me. "It's better if you don't know. You're going to be embarrassed or uncomfortable around me". That's right. Don't tell me. He said and left from there.

I came out of my room and he had already prepared breakfast. I just realized, the day he came I didn't make myself breakfast. He always wakes up early and makes it.

That's good though. Most of the time, I didn't have breakfast because I'm lazy in the morning and while going to college. "Are you going to stand there and stare at me?". I snapped at his words.