All I Want

Kabanata 3

It's the weekend after our short visit in the mall with Casimir and it is Monday again, so study duties again.

Now I am here staying here in the mini garden of our school that has nippa hits where the students can stay whenever it is their free time. I am just waiting for our next subject which is finance accounting. It's still one pm and our next class is still three in the afternoon.

Casimir is in the other block and he does have a different schedule from mine.

"Hoy, lalabas kami ng campus, may papabili ka?" I almost felt my heart jumped when out of nowhere I heard Leif's voice.

"Nakakagulat ka naman, wala, busog pa ko."

"Okay."

He then immediately leave and I saw Eris waiting for him outside the kubo, magkasama na naman sila. Eris just waved at him and I just give him a small smile.

Sa aming magkakaibigan masasabi ko ring sila ang magkaibigan na rin talaga, bukod sa mas naunang magkakilala talaga ang dalawa, ang parehas nilang makulit na ugali ang mas nakapaglapit din talaga sa kanila, pati nga sa mga kalokohan ay magkasama rin sila.

Isa rin sila sa mga may pinakamaingay na pangalan rito sa paaralan, I mean I won't deny it Isaac Leif Arsdale and Eris Marquez who's both an engineering students with good looking face and body, I get it why a lot of girls do like them.

But alongside with that, isa rin sila sa mga pinaka ma-issue rito sa school, their love to explore in sexual activities with their flavor of the month always a talk and they are not even being discreet about it but rather they are bold about it.

Meanwhile Trixie Romero and Lilith Valencia are really bests of friends with their both jolly and friendly attitude, kaya naman kapag kasama ko ang dalawa hindi mo maiiwasang malate ka sa patutunguhan mo sa dami nilang kilala, and hindi maitatanggi mayroon silang ganda na hindi pangkaraniwan.

Trixie has this very girly look and her love for color pink really shows up in her appearance, she cannot go to a place without having any pink in her body, plus her eyes who's always looking like a cat very curious yet happy with her surrounding.

Here's Lilith that has more subtle yet elegant look in her, animo'y kahit ang t-shirt at jeans sa kaniya at nagsusumigaw ng karangyaan plus her perfectly blonde ironed her making her look like a barbie.

When it comes to me and Casimir, I can say na kami rin ang pinaka-close sa grupo.

Casimir have this very serious and clean look na kung sa una ay iisipin mong masungit dahil sa aura at appearance niya, but deep inside he's sweet and makulit.

He have that spanish blood that he got from his father making him more stand out from other guys here in university, specially that nose that looks so perfect.

Hindi mo maitatangging may hitsura talaga siya, gwapo that results to a lot of girls being attracted to him, kasama na ako roon syempre.

In me, I just have this very staple morenang pilipina look, but I can say I am pretty too. I get a lot of praises with my face ever since I was a child, they were always pointing out how good my eyes and lips looks and how pretty my wavy black hair is stunning.

"Here."

And a milktea and a burger pops up in front of me.

"Sabi ko busog ako, bat binilhan mo pa ko?Hindi ko babayaran yan!" I said annoyingly to him, I don't know why pero hindi ko rin talaga kayang kaibiganin siya ng mapayapa, maybe it his playboy look and attitude? I don't like that in him.

"Libre ko na yan, kawawa ka naman eh nakatulala ka nalang dito."

I just rolled my eyes at him and did get the milmtea, I mean I'm not hungry but maybe a little sip won't hurt?

"Why are you here nga pala? Wala ba kayong klase?" I said to him.

"Wala, mamaya pang four, Ikaw?"

"Mine's scheduled at three pm."

Tumango lang siya at hindi na dinugtungan pa ang sinabi ko.

"Where's Eris nga pala? Di mo kasama?" Tanong ko nang mapansing walang Eris na maingay sa tabi namin.

"Nasa chicks niya, Ikaw saan bebe mo?"

"Nasa klase."

"Ahh, may tanong ako sayo Ilah"

"Ano? Siguraduhin mong hindi katarantaduhan yan" He immediately laughed with what I said, totoo naman kasi minsan walang sense ang mga pinagsasabi niya.

"How much do you love him?" I looked at him with my eyes wide, shocked with his question and shocked with the tone of his voice, it sounds so serious.

"Sino? Si Casimir?"

"Malamang."

"Hmm, Mahal na mahal. I can't see myself without him, I feel like my happiness depends on him already. I am so willing to give up everything about him."

"Even your peace and value?"

Saan niya ba nakukuha ang mga tanong niya? Bakit napakaramdom niya.

"He's my peace and a life with him already has so much value."

He never replied to what I said instead he just looked at my eyes, I can't understand what emotions I can see from his eyes, all I know it isn't happiness.

"Bakit mo ba tinatanong? Parang hindi mo pa alam iyan sa tagal na nating magkakaibigan." Dagdag ko ng hindi pa rin siya nagsasalita.

"I'm just wondering why he seems to be blind when the treasure's all along sticking right into his eyes." Bulong niya na sa huli'y hindi ko naintidihan.

Tumayo na rin siya at nagpaalam na pupunta kay Eris.

I never expected to have a short serious talk with Leif and it was concerning my love for Casimir, but maybe he was just nosy, as he is always.

But I can't help to think about the last words he said.

What does he mean by that?