K-smut oneshots [Slow Update]

Graduation+ Special message

If you guys don't want to read the entire thing I'm essentially just rambling before I get to the point of saying thank you for going through my teenage years with me and talking about graduating highschool.

Hi!! So guess who graduated highschool!!!

I took a really long break, I know. I graduated June 12th... it's currently July 20th when I'm writing this. I honestly took way longer of a break than I expected to. Why did no one tell me after graduation sadness was a thing!?

I was super super sad after graduation. It was a big step for me and something that had been part of my life for 12 (13 counting headstart) years and it's finally over. I am gonna go to college for culinary, I'm not very excited. I'm terrified and have this sinking feel that I might drop out, but only because I think I wanna switch to trade school. I feel like I could get the certification that I need faster in a trade than college. I'm gonna give college a try though then decide how I feel after.

I honestly haven't been up to much. Very to myself reflecting on all the things I've done in my life and if I'm really happy with the decisions I've made. I've come to the conclusion that I can't change the past and so I just have to keep looking forwards with no regrets. Because why regret the things you can't change. You already did then, just learn and grow from them.

I know I don't post regularly even when I'm not on hiatus so these post are kinda pointless, but I still like letting you guys know when I have intentions of working on stuff again. I definitely became a little burnt out throughout the years. Mind you I started this when I was about 13 and I'm now 18. Obviously a long time to have been writing. I've written A LOT of stories. Including ones that have never seen the light of day or have been removed (by me) for different reasons.

After getting time to reflect I've decided that I want to continue this story even if it's at my own pace. I like writing these silly little smuts. I like writing and exploring different parts of sexuality. I've learned more about sex on my own researching for these stories than I've would've ever learned in a book. I knew everything I needed to learn about safe sex from young and I feel like that allowed me to make more mature decisions down the line.

I've managed to make a community of people who enjoy the silly little things I write and it's made me feel appreciated beyond belief. When I felt lonely or that people in my life didn't appreciate me the way I felt I needed to be appreciated, I turned to my writing. I like getting to write down things from my very active imagination. I'm constantly day dreaming and making up scenarios in my head.

I feel like no matter how many of these I do I've never full talked about me. I feel like I dance around a lot of things because I try not to overshare or put anything out there that could be teased. Even though this was an outlet for me it was also a place for me to hide the parts of me that I didn't like and allowed me to think about why I didn't like those parts of me. In the end I never had a reason to hide who I was, so what if I'm strange. Y'all are literally reading some of my inner most sexual fantasies!! Like what's more out there and over sharing than that!?

I'm really glad to be back. I haven't opened Wattpad in a month. Not to read, not to write, not even to check comments and trust me you guys have been commenting up a storm!! I hope you all know I read every last one. Some days I'll scroll through every chapter reading every last comment. So if you've ever gotten a late comment reply, just know it was one of those days. Your love and support has been so motivating.

I do have to admit there was a point in time where writing became almost toxic for me. After my first 1k I was almost obsessed with seeing my numbers go up. I was so fixated on the numbers that I pumped out as much content as I could to see them keep going up. But it wasn't until I stopped focusing on the numbers that I actually felt a sense of pride in saying "Damn, I have 300k Reads" like that number is actually crazy!! I definitely didn't appreciate it at one point and only used it for validation.

Basically what I'm saying is thank you for going through all my weird phases with me. Thank you for literally living through my teenage years with me. You guys mean so much and I hold a special place in my heart for everyone. The commenters, the silent readers, the voters, the people who private message me to show their appreciation. I just adore all of you and all of the things you guys do for me. I've ultimately decided to delete every announcement I've made in the book, I don't have a reason beyond just secondhand embarrassment for younger me-

Lol, I love you guys! Thank you so much for all of this support!! You all deserve forehead kisses.