Do you still love me (BambamxReader)

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This one's a bit sad 😔 another k-pop idol leaving his girlfriend story.

Idol: Bambam-Got7

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"I...I just don't love you anymore," Bambam says looking you in the eyes. You could tell he was trying to convince himself those words were true.

"I WASTED TWO YEARS OF MY LIFE ON YOU!" You yell hoping your anger would stop the tears that were threatening to fall.

"I know...and I did love you but...I want to do something with my life and that requires me to leave," he goes to grab your hand but you pull it away.

"Just fucking leave. Go and become a K-pop idol. If you plan on visiting me just know I won't be in Thailand anymore," you get up from the couch and go to the room you once shared.

You start packing away your stuff him doing the same with his own things.

"What are you gonna do?" He asks you "I need to know you're gonna be safe"

"I'm moving to America, Making some friends, and doing... something I don't know," you grab the 4,000 dollars you had saved for college and start heading out.

"Wait! Y/n!...can I get one last kiss?" He asks "I was lying when I said I didn't love you anymore."

You look at his sad expression as his head slowly falls to look at the floor. You walk over to him picking his head up and pulling him into a kiss full of hatred and passion. He wraps his arms around your waist holding onto you tight as if you would break if he let you go. To be honest you would break, he meant so much to you.

He had been your only boyfriend since your junior year in highschool. He was your first kiss, your first time, your first love...your first everything. And now he was letting all of that go...for a dream.

Your lips finally pull apart and you feel like crying in his arms and begging him to stay for just one more year. You knew his mind was set and it would be hard to change it so you didn't try.

"I love you so fucking much and don't you ever forget that. Understand?" He asks.

You look at the floor and nod.

"No, Babe. Use your words, say that you love me and you know I will always love you," he lifts your chin to look you in the eyes.

"I love you so much and I know you will always love me," your eyes start to water "but why won't you stay?"

"Babe, please PLEASE don't do this to me," He begs.

"I'm not trying to do anything to you...I-I just want you to s-stay with me. I-I-I-I don't w-w-want to let you g-g-go," you stutter, your breath hitches, and you can't seem to catch your breath.

It felt like every part of your world was crashing down on you making you feel like you were drowning in an ocean with no surface.

"Babe, stop," his voice cracks.

You had only cried in front of him once and that was when your cat died. You didn't cry as hard as you were crying now.

"I don't want to be the reason you're hurting. Babe...I love you so fucking much and I can't deal with you like this. I want to see you smile again please," he whispers the last word.

"B-but you're leaving...a-and you're my only source of happiness anymore," you finally catch your breath.

"Babe. You need to stop doing this to yourself...just....just let me go," he looks down at the floor.

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