𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬: 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥

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beginning of the video
"hi guys before we get into this lifes a ness video it is going to be like a reality episode it's just me in my every day life while bree is filming me with the camera but it is going to be some real shit not even kidding this was hard for me to make because i cry mostly everyday and i just i want people to know me and what i go through in a every day life so yeah this is lifes a ness: being real enjoy." nessa explains
end of the beginning

nessa gets out of bed and just put something normal on and simple. just a tank top and white sweatpants

she brushes her teeth and brushes her hair putting her hair in a ponytail. she goes downstairs and feeds boo. she walks to the kitchen cleaning the dishes and putting them up. she gets her coffee mug and makes coffee. she sits on the couch scrolling through her phone looking at more hate comments on her video.

she decides to post a new tiktok of her teasing her next song

the video

jaden then knocks on the door.

(she already texted him about the reality thing so he knows about it.)

she opens the door and he gives her a kiss and walks in.

"hi baby." jaden says. "hii." nessa smiles kissing him one more time.

"I'll be right back i have to go to the bathroom." nessa kisses his cheek and walks to the bathroom.

she washes her hands and looks at the tiktok she posted seeing comments like.

"what the hell is this?"
"maybe if u wore makeup u would look prettier and i would like this video more."
"can't wait to throw up to this new album also."

nessa's eyes feel with tears. she heads downstairs and jaden is sitting on the couch.

"hey what's wrong?" jaden asks. "people are so fucking rude I can't post one thing without someone saying shit." nessa sits next to him on the couch.

"what did they say?" jaden also asks.

"someone said if i put on makeup then i would look prettier." nessa tells him

"i actually prefer u without makeup." jaden says. nessa smiles softly.

"it's just no matter what i do people are always going to say fucked up shit." nessa says.

"i mean i literally relapsed a week ago." nessa says truthfully.

"i know and I am literally so proud of u for even last 2 days." jaden looks at her.

"i feel like this is gonna be the death of me I feel like i'm actually going to kill myself because of how fucked up my head is and how fucked up the world is." nessa explains.

"hey hey no." jaden pulls her in and nessa lays her head on his chest.

"i miss cooper jaden." nessa wipes her tears.

"i know i do too.' jaden rubs her back trying to stay strong for her.

"what am i gonna do?" nessa asks.

cut to a hour later nessa is getting ready for a event and can't find out what to wear. jaden is sitting on her bed looking at her freaking out now wanting to upset more.

"none of this shit looks good on me." nessa drops another shirt on the floor.

nessa gets a pair of shorts and looks at them. she then drops them on the floor also.

"i minds as well not go im going to look like the ugliest person there im just going to text happy birthday to banks" nessa walks to the other side of her room.

"hey." jaden walks up to her. "ur going." jaden says

"i don't like how i look jaden." nessa starts to cry a little. "hey u look beautiful in everything u wear okay." jaden wipes her tears softly with his thumb.

"this is what we are gonna do." jaden grabs a blanket.

he puts it over all her mirrors.

he gets her a black crop top and white jacket. he gets her a white shirt that goes with a belt with white platforms.

"put this on now." jaden gives her the clothes. "jae." nessa looks at at him with tears still in her eyes.

"i love u go now." jaden kisses her.

nessa nods and goes to the bathroom. she puts the clothes on. she walks out of the bathroom with the clothes on.

nessa's outfit

"beautiful absolutely beautiful." jaden kisses her cheek and nessa smiles.

jaden's outfit

they get in the car and drive faze clan where the birthday is. there was like at least over 200 people there. there was a bar a game space in the backyard, pool, and people hanging in the game room upstairs.

nessa and jaden go over to banks.

"what's up barrett." banks says and they do there little hand shake.

"what up hossler." banks fists bumps him. "nothin much." jaden answers.

nessa and jaden walk around and they see sab and go over to her.

"damn what's up cutie." sab smiles at nessa. "hi." nessa smiles.

(so I guess nessa and sab's friendship is revealed)

"sup hossler." sab says. "nothing." jaden answers. "i'm so happy to see u out." sab tells nessa. "it feels good to be out feels like i haven't been out of house in years." nessa says.

"yeah same." sab nods.

"how's ur podcast going?" nessa asks.

"doing good actually umm i was wondering if u would be on it with me and oliver." sab suggests.

"yeah i would love to." nessa looks up at jaden. "sounds great." sab smiles.

they dance for a little while and jaden and nessa go home. jaden is staying with nessa tonight. nessa gets undressed putting on a blue hoodie and jaden puts on sweatpants that he left there without a shirt.

nessa and jadens outfit

they brush there teeth and nessa brushes her hair again. before they lay down they decide to play with boo a little and turn on a short horror films that she made jaden watch again.

when they get done they put boo to bed also in her little bed beside nessa's bed. they turn off the light leaving background noise on the tv.

they cuddle and go to bed.

end of the video
"I hope u guys enjoy that video and im sorry for me being a cry baby i also want to say happy birthday banks i love u and all of faze thank u for inviting me and i love u i want u guys to know the real me and this was the real me if u guys like it i will make more and a whole series there will still be normal lifes a ness videos this is Judy something i will do once in awhile I'm not going to record me all the time just days i feel like it i love u all and thank u for watching and make u watch sabrinas podcast episode when it comes out with me and also the other ones of before because she is being so real with u guys so please watch that i love u bye." nessa says.
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