𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬ⁿᵃᵈᵉⁿ

𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐩𝐨𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭

"nessa barrett thank u for coming on today." jay starts. "thank u for having me." nessa smiles. "so today we are just gonna be talking about the fan, ur ep, and some personal things that u are okay with sharing." jay explains.

nessa nods and smiles.

"so ur ep hell is a teenage girl first i wanna ask, what is ur favorite song for the ep?" jay asks. "it would either me the one the one that should've got away or plane to paris." nessa answers.

"plane to paris made me cry im gonna tell u that much." jay laughs and so does nessa. "who do u think about when writing that?" jay asks her

"so many people actually umm." nessa crosses her legs. "jaden, nori, cooper, sabrina, bree, parker, my mom ect." nessa replies.

"there's just so many people in my life there i love and will always love and all the memories i will cherish like with cooper he was like my brother but i still have all the memories of us together and its sad that i won't see him anymore in person and its just i miss him deeply and i always will and everything im doing right now is for him and im living for him." nessa explains.

"yeah i do understand losing someone is hard its even worse when u grew up with them for a couple years and its just a living nightmare." jay throws in.

"i also wanna ask, how are u doing?" nessa asks him. "we are here for u little missy not me." jay smiles sitting up.

nessa laughs. "im just nosy."

"so heartbroke in the hamptons." jay brings up. "what vibe does that bring u or hope brings people?" jay asks.

"its just like a bad bitch song im gonna be honest." nessa laughs moving around. "its just men or even girls think they have the power over the other person in the relationship and its just its to show everyone anyone could be a baddie or just have fun with it and do what they please and what brings them happiness." nessa explains.

"so the line everyone is obsessed with is "money cant but u happiness, baby id rather be sad and rich, what made u think of that? jay reads and asks.

"i've always grown up hearing people say money can't buy u happiness but if i get money for just being sad then sign me up."

"im a sad person i know that everyone knows that but i feel like my sadness made the lyrics some to life and everyone loves it and im willing to do anything that makes people happy." nessa explains.

"well that's my song to be honest." jay brings up. "well im happy u like it and im happy everyone else likes it." nessa smiles

"so hows jaden and nori."

"umn the past couple months have been hard to be honest they are always hard but i feel like this is the hardest we ever saw each other." nessa says.

"whats going on, if ur comfortable." jay asks.

"yeah umm im not gonna be talking about what happened with nori or anything but jaden is okay with me talking about this." nessa adds

"jaden just got out of rehab last week and hes doing better but umm last month is when i found out he was using again and he was up for it and i wasnt mad or anything i understand he's going through such a hard time and its just been scary for him." nessa talks about jaden.

"oh my god im so sorry." jay looks at her. "u know its fine hes doing better and i want him to do better." nessa throws in.

"and im, im trying i  just started therapy again and im feeling okay, im trying to get my body healthy and working on my health and focusing on work." nessa explains.

"is nori and jaden going on tour with u?" jay asks.

"jaden is not coming for the first 3 shows because he is also working on his album right now and he also has mini shows he has to do and nori is coming with parker on the 5th show bc i thought nori wanted to spend time with her grandmother so its just me, bree, and my other friends that are amazing that i get to work with." nessa smiles.

"are u nervous or excited?"

"both to be honest like i know i might have my episodes or like pass out random times and it is scary but i feel like being around people that help me and love me and support me will help me alot." nessa nods.

"so have u talked to sabrina recently."

"yeah we keep in touch and we meet up sometimes." nessa says.

"how was ur childhood growing up?" jay asks

"oh damn thats a rough one." nessa laughs a little. "school was terrible i was bullied alot ." nessa nods.