Spread Thin

Chapter 8

Recap

"yeah imma call you back." Fatima said as she hung up the phone

"so-
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"Im not understanding why you're here." Fatima said once she walk inside her place with Zac behind her

"Because we need to talk about what happen last night." Zac said

"Ohh now you wanna talk you was just stuck face last night." Fatima said

"You didnt give me a chance to explain-

"So do it now did you Fuck her.?" Fatima ask

"Fatima-

"Its a yes, or no answer." Fatima said

"I went over there for closer." Zac said

"Well shouldn't you do that when you not fucking someone else for months. what fucking closer did you need-

"She was my ex for 3 years we have history-

"Then go be with her. you should've left me alone or at least let me know that, thats what we was doing I could've been doing me." Fatima said

"That wasn't what we was doing. Fatima I do have feelings for you and want to be with you." Zac said

"How can you stand there and say that after you was in her not even four days ago. How can you feel something for me that you couldn't get up or not fuck your ex." Fatima said

"I will never denied my feelings for you. You made me a better person-

"Do you love her?" Fatima ask

"Fatima please don't do that. Me and Karen had 3 years together-

"I don't care sorry if im not being sensitive to you and your ex situation but I didnt ask to be played nor to be apart of a joke-

"Wait yes I made a mistake but im not playing you and im so sorry for what went down last night. I tried to contact you and everything. im wrong and I understand that but please believe me when I say im all for you-

"Before or after you fuck your ex.?" Fatima ask

"I went over there for closer not to have sex with her. I am so sorry-

"You don't have to apologize when you first told me about your ex and the way you were talking about her I knew you wasn't over her. But I decided to trust you in your acting and in your word but you fool me and that's okay." Fatima said

"Don't do that let me explain-

"I really don't think you explaining fucking your ex would make a different in our situation." Fatima said

"I swear I never meant to hurt you. me and her have a pas-

"Congrats everyone has a past, a future and Zac when you fuck your ex, our future together went out the window. Yes, we wasn't together but I wouldn't fuck my ex and then come to you and fuck you, that's fuck up. Even if you didn't mean to hurt me or meant to sleep with her you did. Maybe we wasn't meant to be because OBVIOUSLY  you have no loyalty to me." Fatima said as she went to her front door to let Zac out

"Please Fatima yes I fuck up everyone does." Zac said

"Correct so go make those mistake with a quiet girl that will aloud you to make those mistake but I'm not one of them. Zac please exit." Fatima said as she held her door opening

"You really not going to listen to me look I am sorry deep down but if I walk out its over with." Zac said now standing in front of Fatima

"So you do understand English then?" Fatima ask as she push Zac outta her doorway and close the door

Fatima wanted to hear his thoughts and wanted to know the reason why he could not stop fucking his ex but it didn't really matter. If he can fuck her while they was on the edge of being together she knew he'll do it In their relationship. Fatima decided to take a long needed bathe and call her cousin back once she was done.

"So who was that?" Madam ask once she answer the phone

"Girl Zac." Fatima said as she let out a deep sigh

"Im taken it things didn't end well." Madam said

"It was for the best." Fatima said

"Fat did you even hear him out." Madam ask

"Here you go." Fatima said

"Because you know im right." Madam said

"No you are not, im okay though." Fatima said

"No your not, I can hear it in your voice." Madam said

"I really liked Zac, he was different I just feel lost at my judgment at the moment." Fatima said

"Meaning?" Madam ask

"Usually I can tell when a guy we're no good." Fatima said

"It must was turn off when you met Ian." Madam said

"Dont make me hang up." Fatima said

"Okay keep going." Madam said

"Anyway, just thought that he was different it wasn't just the sex. The conversation flow every time it was like when I went right he went left like he knew where to be. I don't know maybe I need to stay to myself for a little while." Fatima said

"NOOOOO don't do that, something really tells me that Zac is different and he made a mistake that cost him that but seriously I don't even think you ready to date but don't sworn off man again." Madam said

"Meaning?" Fatima ask

"Meaning you was tooo quick to cut off a man that wasn't REALLY your man for making a mistake. What I would've done was make him earn me again and I mean every single part of me again if I had a strong feeling towards someone like you." Madam said

"I didnt say all that." Fatima said

"You don't have to its in your voice when you speak about him. Even with his fuck up you didnt discredit him and that's say a lot." Madam said

"Are you done?" Fatima ask

"You need to be asking yourself that." Madam said

Who knows what the future will hold for them only time will tell