barbara really wants to cuddle in bed ,but as much as i want to, i have to tell her that i can't rn because i have to go get "a gift" from an old friends house really quick , and that i would as soon as i got home. because barbara easily trusts me, she lets me go.
i drive over to my friends house , and take the drugs. it starts pouring raining as i get back into the car , really freaking ominous and over dramatic of the weather , if you ask me.
i sit and inject the ozempic , cringing. and then take the coke. both at once.it felt so good, like i was so in the moment all my stress from stressing everyone , and especially barbara, goes away. the adrenaline of knowing that this can help me lose, plus combined with the lax i'll take when i get home, im so happy , even euphoric.
i get home , tell barb i have to go to the bathroom quickly, get a few pieces of lax, drink some water, and come to bed , finally, to my safe haven and serenity after such a long day. she reaches her arm out to me, and i lay next to her , slowly cuddling into her , and she holds me, rubbing me and soothing me , with little kisses. i ask her "how was your day?" and she starts ranting about all the very chaotic events of the kindergarten world , and i lay and enjoy , i love her voice , and the theatrical way she tells stories, even when whispering softly into my ear. i start falling asleep , and she whispers "it's gonna be okay, i got you my love ." a hot, itchy tear runs out my eye. "i love you , barb." i say , and yawn, falling deeper into sleep. "i love you, honey" . barb says. im asleep, and barb is left awake , worrying about my future, classically trying to figure out how to fix this.
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barlissa abbott elementary ship novel
Romancebarlissa (barbara and melissa) from abbott elementary if they were a couple deals with mental health as all of my books do, but will have fun stuff as well barbara will be helping melissa cope with her struggles mainly, but sometimes melissa will h...
