THE FORBIDDEN LOVE

Epilogue

Three years later

Here we are. Three years later. Still in love. And now we are getting married for real. It has been a couple of hard years, not for Liam on the track but for us, sex wise. Because I have been determined to actually not be seen as a slut, and losing my virginity before the wedding was therefore as you all know a part of the plan. If I did not know what every french/monegasque mother does, and have been a witness to it I would have lost my virginity a long time ago. But tonight it will finally happen. We just have to give each other the yes and be at the after party for a couple of hours, and then there is this beautiful bed waiting for us.

At the church

Liam's thoughts

I am stressed, stressed that she has gotten cold feet and has run away. I feel like puking, looking over at my best man, my own twin brother Lucas. He has never been the person to live in the spotlight, but here he is and he looks as stressed as me or even more. Because there are cameras everywhere. Omg I hear a car, is that her? Omg I hope it is. I cant wait to see her. We have not seen each other in 24 hours, and to be honest it is a bit weird to be away from each other because we are always together.

I walk down the aisle with Charles. I see my soon to be husband and smile wide. I honestly just want to run up to him but that is not something we do in a church apparently. The whole seremoni is beautiful and we give each other the yes we all knew were coming. With all of our family around us. For me that includes maman, Charles and his new girlfriend Alexandra, Maya and Daniel, Lorenzo and Claire, Artuher and Camilla plus the whole grid of F1. Lewis is here, Max, Yuki, Pierre, Nico,Carlos Sainz, George Russell,Esteban, Lando, Oscar ,Zhou, Valtteri, Fernando, Lance, Kevin, Nyck, Logan and Alex. We also invited the man that Liam got his seat from, Checo, but he could not make it because of something that he did not want to say. I totally understand him, coming to a wedding where the man who took your seat is getting married sounds a little bit weird, but yea. For Liam his family includes Lucas, the twin brother, his sister Andrea, brother Andrew, his mothers Carina and Maya, the firefighters that are stationed on station 19, and some of his childhood friends from both the fire station and the hospital where his mothers work.

The afterparty is going strong. We ate good food and had so much good to drink. We have also managed to dance a bit and been having a good time. With focus on the last thing actually. Liam and I just wanted to go to bed right after church, but who has a wedding without dinner? The thought we both have had to wait a little bit. But now we are done with all the "important stuff" with the guests. I want to sneak away, Liam not so much so I hope he soon bangs on the glass to say ey me and my wifey here is going to stand down from this party now, but you keep enjoying the food and drinks. Right after I think this I hear a ding. The room goes silent, and Liam says "Hi, thank you for coming to this party, and to church of course! We have enjoyed your company but now me and my wife will return to our suite, feel free to enjoy the food, the bar and the company longer or retreat to your rooms if you want that. Have a lovely evening. We get up and go to the elevator.

In the elevator, up to the room

We can't contain our feelings anymore. We start to kiss the moment the elevator door closes, and I can feel that Liam wants to rip open my dress. We get up on the floor and into our room. We get in, and Liam rips open my zipper. I know he is eager, but we both know what we have to do first. Prove that I am a virgin so maman can see that I ain't no slut. I look up at my husband. The love of my life. I gently open every single button on his shirt. This is pain for him, and for me, because we can't be too wet when we do the virgin thing because then we don't get the rip or wound we need to get blood. If I did not do this with the man of my life I would have thought rape, but anyway.