saying less is saying enough

suffecating pain

i wake up every time and i wonder why,
why do i have to do this again?
why is it a never ending loop?
the internal screams inside me just wants to be let out,
i won't let them,
i won't let them know my pain,
i won't let them know i'm hurting,
i won't let them know i can't get up in the mornings,
i won't let them know i die a little inside everyday,
i won't let them know my suffering,
i won't. i won't. no i wont let them know as much as they need to...
i just can't
~ sharna