saying less is saying enough

depression

It feels like you are trapped in a box, full of voices, shouting words no one wishes to hear.
as soon as you get depression, you are not yourself anymore
It is like a show,
24/7 and you are the main character,
you have to do your best to convince everyone that you are okay, but you're not
Depression just changes everything about you as a person,
How you see life,
You can't think straight,
Trust issues get involved then,
You get angry at yourself,
You feel like you can't do anything right,
You can't do it anymore,
That is when depression has you in a hold,
You get horrible thoughts, that make you think you have to do what they tell you to.
i don't want to give in to them but i can't ignore them any longer...

~ sharna