Matt Sturniolo Imagines

Unlearn (1)

All the way to Matt's house, you try to understand what the hell are you doing.
What are you going to say to Matt.

You didn't knew if it's was the fear of losing him like everyone else, or the fear of hurting him, or the fear of him hurting you. You didn't knew anything.

You always thought about those stuff, it's why you're on your way to matt. And not on your way to your friends.. like always.

Going to do the worse thing you'll ever do.

You parked the car and get out, looking at Matt's window from outside and going to the door. You knocked at the door and waited to matt.

He were home alone so it's will be a lot more easier then you thought.

"Hey..." matt said and was surprised to see you, he knew you're going with some friends tonight, like Chris told him yesterday. "Hey." You said and smiled at him, the smile before the end.

"I thought you going with Chris and everyone.." matt said and you got into the house. "Yeah but I just wanted to come here first.." matt close the door behind you. "Okay. There's something wrong that I need to know?" He asked.

"Uh, no.. of course not.. just.." you said and get into the kitchen. "You want something to drink?" "No, it's okay.. thank you." You felt so distant from matt This time and you didn't even knew why.

"Okay so what is that?" Matt got close to you and put his hand on yours. "I.." you moved your hand. "Y/n you're make me feel so nervous." Matt said. "Just say it." He wanted to know.

"I don't think we are working." You said quickly. "Oh.." Came out of Matt's mouth. "Is that.." "no. It's .. its .. yeah it's fine." Matt said and took a moment to think of it.

"Are you not mad?" You asked. "Why should I be? It's your choice." Matt looked at you. "Yeah." You whispered. "But can I know the reason?" Matt asked you and you bite your tongue.

"I just don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship. I just don't want to mess things up and do some stuff you won't like." You looked at him listen to you, even when you're not his girl anymore.

"You won't do anything that I don't want or like, do whatever you think is right for you. But please .." he sigh before he kept saying. "Don't forget I'm here. All the time okay? If you want take your time ." Matt said and smiled at you.

"Thank you Matt. For understanding me.." you said and get out of the kitchen. "Thank you for the best time with you." Matt said, even when he didn't want it to end.

Matt loved you, all the time he knew something is up and you're not the best, but he still stayed. It's was right, it's was so right for two of you but you just didn't knew it yet, Matt knew. Matt felt it so hard in his heart.

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Matt were at his house when Chris came back from his friends house. "Yo dude , why your girlfriend weren't at cassie's place?" Chris got into his room.

"She is not my girlfriend anymore. We broke up." Matt stop playing with his tennis ball. "Wait what?" Chris close the door. "When and how the hell is that happened?" Chris sat next to Matt.

"She came here , afternoon and she told me she is not ready to be in relationship." Matt explained. "It's why she wasn't with you guys today." He looked at his brother. "I hope you fought about this bro." "No.. I just let her go."