Matt Sturniolo Imagines

The 30th (2)

- few days later-

"When all of this happened?" The woman asked. "In the 30th..." matt answered. "And how are you?" She asked again. "I'm good.. I guess, still don't remember anything from the past few months." You said.

Matt was a one broken piece this moment. He tried so hard to be a good person and to be strong, put it all at the past, but the look at your eyes remind him of things you'll never remember.

"And how you and Matt?" She mentioned his name and looked at the doctor. "I think we good, we sleeping at others rooms.. he made a great food and helped a lot. He helped more then every guy that.." "you've ever dated." Matt cut your sentence and looked at you.

"Yeah.." you Smiled at him confused. "You said to me when he start living together." He explained himself. "Oh.. sorry for not remembering it." You apologised . "It's okay, you don't have too." Matt said.

"Okay Matt, I want you to help her maybe remember things from your own experience with her, you know memories of you two together, or maybe her friends and her family." The doctor write it in her computer.

"Yeah, I think I can do it." He said, you already were outside. It's was only him and the doctor. "I have a lot of memories of us." He said, he was so hopeless that you won't get your memories back.

"Hey Matt, don't worry she will recover soon, just let the time do it." She said and Matt nodded, he didn't believe it but he still wanted it, he wanted so hard to believe it.

The memory of you two dating popped up in his head every single time, no matter how much he trying to forget and put it in the side right now, he can't forget the touch of yours,the words you told him, the things you've done together.

The names you gave each other.

"It's was good." You get up when Matt get out of the room. "Yeah." Matt whispered. "Are you okay?" You looked at him and saw something different. "Yeah, just tired.."

"You didn't slept well, didn't you?" You laughed at him. No he didn't slept well at all because of the memory of you next to him.

"Yeah, but it's fine.." he smiled. "Okay, so can you drop me at nessa's place?" You remember nessa, you were close friends before so long, you knew her and you knew that even memories issues won't let you forget her

"Yeah sure." He said and get into his car. "I'll pick you up when you need just call me." Matt told you before you went out of the car. "Yeah, thank you." You said and run into the building. "Wait y/n!" Matt called your name.

"Yeah?"
"Have a good time."
"I will."
"I know you will, you always was."

-
Matt came back home, but this time to nick and Chris apartment, he just threw his keys on the table and fall on the couch.

"You looking so tired, what she made you tired?" Chris sat next to him. "No. My mind is." He replied. "You still thinking of you and her?" Chris asked. "All the time dude." Matt was so disappointed..

Of himself.

"I wanted to pull the ring this morning , you know.. it's was my plan. And yesterday I called to cancel it all." Matt fall apart. Again.

Matt had so much breakdown, without you he couldn't  being himself, he just wanted to be with you again. And without you he just couldn't take his own had.

"Matt, you'll pull this goddamn ring out soon, I promise you." Chris said. "No Chris you don't. Understand!" Matt shouted. "She don't remember that she told me that I'm helpful than every single man she dated. She don't remember where she slept, where the fork and thr knife." Matt said.