The hard story

Pizza

TW: old scars
Clay's POV:

We both go up stairs and lay down on my bed but he scoped away from me. Is he okey?
"And what did I do now?" I ask.

"Nothing I'm fine"

Clearly he wasn't. "Well I'm not fine with this."I say as I pull George closer to me. "I thought you needed space" he tells me.

"From you? Never" I say as I hear him giggles a bit as he smiles.
"Can we put a movie on?" He asks.

I nodd as I pick up the TV remote. I pick the first movie that I see and I ask george. "This one?"

"Romantic?" He pauses. "Okey"

I pick the movie and it's start going.

Few minutes in the movie George starts asking me to pause the movie because we were about to see sex.

I see him covering his eyes and yelling at me to turn it off. I laugh as I say 'okey'

I grab the TV remote and I turn the sound off. "it's off"I try so hard not to laugh.

He opens his eyes and closes them again as he screams "CLAY TURN IT OFF!" He playfully hit me in the chest. "Owww" i laugh.
He grabs the remote from me and turns it off. "Why didn't you turn it off?!" 

"I though you liked it"'I laugh. "Your an idiot!" He says. I just give him a little 'mhm' before the door opens.

It's my sister and she tells us to come down stairs because we would make cookies. I look at George and he's already looking at me. And he just smiles.

God.

I can't. I just look at Drista back
"We will be down in a second!"

"OKEYYYYYYUY!!!" She closes the door and runs down stairs.

I look at George as I grab his hand. "Let's go?" "Yeah!" He says as he gets up.

We walk down stairs and start helping my mom with the cookies.
I look at George and my mom getting along. Most I look at him.

"Hey!"

My dad yells and pats my back. "Hey dad." He hugs me as I hug him back.
He hasn't really hugged me in a long time. "You look kinda happy! Who's the lucky girl?" He says. Girl.

I olny laugh. But don't have the feeling that I like girls anymore. "No my friend is here!" Friend.
"Him?" My dad pointed at George. "Yeah him." I smile.

"His a nice guy your mother told me that." He says. "Yeah I'm gonna go help them now." I walk away from my father and I stood behind George. And I hear my mother tell George how good he is as baking cookies.

I got a bit mad. Is my mother really just trying to steal George from me. My mother looks at me confused. "What's wrong?" She asks.

"Welll I think your trying to steal George from me." I say. Then I hear George laugh and say "aww is someone jealous?"

"Nooo.. just a bit...maybe?" I can't even speak normally. "Cry about it" he says. Why is he so mean? "Don't try me." I continue "I will make you cry even more"

He laughs. With one of my hands I grab his waist. Before I do anything else my mom says "if you both don't stop you will both cry!"

I let go and I back off. My mom is creepy. George just smiles at me. " Im gonna be back." I say as i go to the bathroom.

I close the bathroom door and i take my hoodie off. I look at my arms and i feel so disgusted. Why did I even do this to myself? Should I stop? I should stop right? I have a best friend which feels like someone more.

Then I hear George knock on the door and ask me if he could come in. Shit.

"Uh ugh y- no!" I yells as I panic.
I try to get my hoodie on but before he saw my scars I put my hoodie on. He looks at me confused. "Take it off" he says. "No" I answer. "Please?" He pleases.

"Damm George you would do anything for me to take off my hoodie for you wouldn't you?" I say as I try to change the conversation. He just looked at me again. "Fine just don't take longgg" he says as he leaves me in the bathroom.

I sigh. That was close. Really close.

I look at the mirror and I see myself. I'm a terrible person I say to myself as I open the bathroom door and step outside.

I get back to the kitchen "I'm back" I smile. Right after my mom tells me something "you were pretty long there! Me and George already put the cookies in!" She smiles.

"Sorry" I laugh.

My mom looks at both of us. "Maybe you two go back up stairs and I will call you both when the cookies are done?"

"Yeah" George says as he smiles at me. I wanna scream.

We both go back upstairs and we lay on the bed again. I tell George that I'm gonna take a nap and smiles at me.

George's POV:

Clay just told that he is going to take a nap. I wait a good 30 minutes to make sure he really falls asleep. I look at him and I stop breathing. He looks so peaceful when he's asleep.

But i slowly take his hand and I pull the sleeve up and I see something that I never wanted to see. Why would he even do that?

I take his other arm and I pull the sleeve up "aww Clay" I say a bit to loud because he's starting to wake up. Shit.

I look at him and he looks at me as he rubs his eyes. " you okay?" He asked. I just hug him. Nothing else. I hug him tightly. He hugs me back and I just want tell him he's so much more.

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I actually like this one. Like fr. And SCHOOL IS ABOUT TO ENDDD. I mean Im kinda happy about it and no because I have so much memories.

Remember to eat and drink!❤️❤️