Tears

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WARNING: kissesssss🤭
Dream POV:

I feel sick. Very sick. I feel like he know's what happened and it makes me feel even more sick and weak. I'm still hugging him but slowly he lets go and so do I.

"I'm going to the bathroom room" I say as I get off the bed. "Okey I will wait for you" he saids with a gentle smile.

I leave him in my bedroom as i walk in the bathroom. I feel anxious. I close the door. I look up in the mirror and notice that my sleeves are up. I feel so much anger. Like I would destroy everything around me. I wanna yell so loud. I wanna yell at myself for doing this to myself and George finding out.

What is he thinking of me. He does know. He knows. How could he not?

This is where I start feeling weaker then ever I start tearing up. Tears going down my cheeks as i slide down to the floor and sob.

I get up after a good 5 minutes of sobbing. I feel sick and tired. I wipe my tears away and I open the bathroom door like nothing ever happened. I look at George as he looks at me. "Hey" he gets up and hugs me.

His hugs make me feel safe. Like I wanna be next to him all my life. He is someone who I can trust all my life and I know that he will never let me down.

I hug him back but i have a question in mind to ask him. "Why are you doing this?" I ask.
He gently pulls his head up and smiles. "Because I know everything and your my lover boy."

What. Now i feel this joy that I have butterflies in my stomach. I lean down and kiss his neck as I smile. He really is someone.

He let's go of the hug. "Come on let's go do something we don't have much time." He smiles. I look at the clock as he says that. '10:29pm'

I give him a little nod.

We lay down as George puts his head my chest. I smile. After a while what felt like 5 he was sleeping on me. And f I could marry him now I would he's so adorable. I grab my phone and i scroll on twitter.

I look at him. Again. I give him a little kiss on his head and I let him sleep. Just before I go back to twitter scrolling I take a picture of George and I post him on twitter. Under the picture I write. 'The best person I have ever met" and I am completely honest.

I post it and I'm happy that I posted it. I feel good that I posted it. I feel free and safe around George.

I hear footsteps running. The door flu open it was my sister Drista. I think to myself 'can't she be quiet?' "CLA-" she starts yelling but I cut her off before she has woken George.

"Shh Drista he's sleeping" I whisper to her. "Oh sorry" she apologises but continues "did you mean it?"

Did I mean what? I think to myself.

I look at her confused and she shows me the post that I posted a few minutes ago. I smile at it. He looks adorable.

I look up at her and say "yes I do mean it." I smile and she  smiles back. "Cookies are done you want me to bring you some?" She asks me.

I nodd and she runs downstairs.

I feel something moving and i see that George is slowly waking up. "hey cutie how are you" I gently smile.

He looks at me surprised. "What did you call me?" He asked with light pink cheeks. "Cutie" I say as he blushes even more. "Idiot"

"Oh I'm the idiot now huh?" I say as he nodds. I slowly lean down and kiss his neck. "Dream stop your gonna leave something on meeee" he tries to push me off.

"You don't want?" I smirk and i se that George looks at me with embarrassment.

I get on top of him and I start giving him more kisses on his neck. I hear George moan softly and it makes me even more turned on. It didn't take long until I found his soft spot. I abuse it with kisses as he moans even louder and louder.

Just before I take my and George's shirt off the door opens.

It's my sister. Fuck.

I forgot.

But I act like nothing happens. I continue kiss and making him feel good. I can see that George doesn't even know that Drista came in.

After a few minutes George pulls me away and he looks pissed "Clay!" I don't know is he even mad right now. "WhAaaaAt"

"I don't want to anymoree" he looks at me with a straight face. "But we were just getting started" I smirk and see that he smiled a bit.

"Yeah no" he look at the floor and his eyes widen "Clay did Drista got that for us?" He points down at the floor. I look down at the floor and i see the cookies. Oh yeahhh cookies...

"Oh shittt" I play along as i get off George. "I didn't even know that she came in"

"I hope she doesn't mind. Its nothing bad right?" George says that as he gets back on me and sit on my lap. I hug him tightly. He is so sweet. I let go of George and he grabs the cookies from the ground.

George takes one and eats it. He looks super surprised by the taste. "This is incredible!!" He smiles and continues "take one" he takes another bite of it. "I dont wanna"
I tell him. Because I am full. But I can see that George didn't like that answer and he didn't take no as an answer. "Yeah but your eating one"

He took one and started to feed it to me like I was a baby. "You know I'm not a baby?" I say I as I munch on the cookie. "You areee!" He giggled. After George stopped eating he feel asleep in my arms. And shortly after he feel asleep i did to thinking.

How am I so lucky?

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remember to eat and drink😜 ❤️

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