The hard story

Fundy

The practice ended pretty fast Clay didn't talk to my at all after what happened at the gym.

We both got in the car and he started his car to drive.

"George?" He asking me if I was listening. "I'm sorry" I apologise. I didn't wanna actually talk well of course I Loved to talk to him but at this moment I understood that my mind was in a different place.

"George it's okey we will just get some food" he said in a calm voice. The voice that I only heard from him when he wasn't mad at me. Why wasn't he mad?

We got our food but he didn't exactly give it to me he put it in the backseat and he drove away.

He drove somewhere where no one has ever taken me. We didn't drive for a long time just for 5 minutes.

We got to the place it looked like a dark forest when we got out even if it was only 6 or 7 pm. We walked for a few seconds and we walked in a field the sun wad going down slowly so it left the sky in multiple colors.

We laid down on the grass and we just randomly started to talk like nothing really happened. We ate our food we laughed we spent time together just the two of us.

At this moment I was pretty happy, but still I had that sense in my mind.

We got back in the car because it was getting dark and we wanted to take a shower. "So why were you like that in the gym?" Clay asked. I hoped that I wouldn't have to answer to that question not today not tomorrow never but I guess I had to.

"I just you know.." I stopped I was embarrassed at that moment and Clay understood that I was but he still wanted an answer. "I wanted you to know that I can be a.." I cough "top"

He laughs.

He fucking laughs.

Nothing else he just laughs at me. Im so done being by his side. I'm so embarrassed because of him.

"Come on George" he laughs even more.

Honestly it's annoying not his laugh but just his reaction. I hate it. Why did he have to laughs now  I look like an idiot. We got to Clays house. We stop and I immediately get out of the house and I run inside I'm just too annoyed to be outside.

After I took my shoes off I go upstairs and Change my clothes. I take one if Clays hoodies and I just sit on the bed on my phone.

It's been around 2 hours And Clays hasn't been up here. I go down stairs where I find Fundy and Clay.

I don't quite understand what they are saying but I only see how fundy is flirting with Clay he gets closer to him and gives him a kiss.

Clay doesn't pull away right away. Fundy does pull away slowly. I can't see Clays face expression but I see fundy's he's smirking at him.

Fundy sees me and his smile gets more bigger and waves to Clay and walks away. Clay closes the door and he turns around. I can finally see his face his face is mixed up with disgust and shock.

He sees me. I look like am about to cry because I don't know how to react to that. I don't know who to believe because I'm so afraid that he would leave me.

I don't wann lose him so quickly.

"George it was nothing" Clay said trying to move towards me. "George we aren't together I promise"

I was stepping backwards. I was pretty much crying. "George please I love you."I lost balance and those where the last words that I hear from him when I everyday went black

I had a panic attack.

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Im tired 😢

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