Not-tamed Properly. (𝚇𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝙵𝙵)

Fuddy-duddy

"No..it's not true..he, he is fine without me", LanZhan uttered and turned around, "It's true..He loves you, he wants you, he wants to be with you or he would never in a 16 years make any useless effort to find you, to meet you once again, he loves you too much still", Xie Yun slightly shouted his eyes being teary now, but Lanzhan stayed silent

"Just come with me..he's already broke, don't break him again and again", Yun uttered helplessly taking a step towards the other, "He's the one who broke me like this that I never want to see him", Lanzhan uttered hanging his head low once again, "I know, I know that he made a very big mistake..but..he never stopped loving you, please give him a chance..I request you", Xie Yun pleaded very hopefully, he was little by little loosing hope now as the other was being too much stubborn

"Don't make me to recall the past", Lan Wangji with a stern tone replied and demanded at the same time, he wanted to become more stubborn but little by little he was loosing his energy, he was moving towards the past which he never tended to.."Can't you see I'm already dead? No one can get more life then one", he continued looking up towards the other boy

"He..he can do this, he can bring you back..if you agree and come with me, then you'll be back to life..I swear, trust him", Xie Yun replied a bit excitedly, "Nobody is made to live for more than one lives. If he can bring the peoples back then make him help the others in need who are helpless", the other answered very dully

"But..he treasures you Lan Gonza", The younger boy uttered quickly desperately trying to convince the Beautiful Lan who was as cold as ice and stubborn as sword striking through the body, but who can know this cold person also has a heart where his Weiying still lives..he could never take him out from it, but, he's mad..still mad, so much mad with the behaviour of the other male that he swore that he never wants to see him again, but..deep inside he knows that Weiying was doing that all for the love for the peoples, but LanZhan was upset by the fact that WeiYing never cared for him when he was alive and was loving the other out of this world,  but now he's dead and WeiYing wants him back?, it's not possible..

"He never listened to me..he did what he wanted to...but..I don't regret dying if that means protecting him", LanZhan uttered smoothly but Xieyun could clearly hear the pain in his voice when he said 'he never listened to me', he felt guilty but he knew that he promised Weiying that he'll bring his beautiful Lan back and he made that vow to himself too as he can see how beautifully WeiYing cherished even that death body of his LanZhan and kept it perfectly more than that of his life depends on it, how can he forget the pain in Wei Wuxian's eyes?

"The Yiling Patriarch regrets!..he regrets everything!", the younger burst out painfully, he was so desperately trying he only knew, Lan Wangji quickly turned towards him hearing the word regret, "Yes..he regrets! He regrets the each single things he have done to you..he regrets choosing Wens instead of you...he is regretting it for 16 years and still..he desperately wants you back Langonza...in his dark time you was with him..and now in your dark time..he wants to be with you...he wants to say how much he loves you..how much you means to him..he regrets each and everything!", Xie Yun shut his eyes gulping hard

"....he regrets?", the sentence was as if asking the boy a question, it was like a whispering..Xie Yun quickly opened his eyes and nodded immediately, "..he..he wants to say that to you and confess his feelings..but you blocked each and every paths that he can meet you in it, that's why he could never interact with your soul..", the other replied taking a deep breath, it hurts so much hearing the truth now..LanZhan always thought that he was the only one who loved WeiYing desperately, but the other was at the same line..he too loved LanZhan more than anything, but could never confess

"When you was taking your last breath..do Lan Gonza remembers anything?", Xie Yun asked him staring deep at the face of the most beautiful person from Gusu, "Yes..he held me in his arms firstly when I was falling down..then..he called me..I wanted to say that I'll love him always..but I couldn't bring myself because of the breath loss I was going through, but I brought myself to utter his name for the last time..he held my hand up, he wanted to bring me back, so I said no...and it all felt blur..my vision went black...that's all I remember", LanZhan looked down and sat on the stone once again placing the Guqin in his lap