My savior (Five Hargreeves) (Book 1)

17. Broken trust

"Stand alone when you need someone, it's the hardest thing of all"

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You walked closer to Five, looking into his beautiful green eyes, even so they look different, you could still see his real ones behind the hypnotic ones.

You couldn't do it. You didn't want a life like that for a child beside if there ever comes a day where you want to have a child. You wouldn't force anyone to knock you up.

Beside you couldn't do it to Five either.

Then suddenly you felt something touching the tip of your finger's tip and you looked down to see Five's right hand moving back to the place it was before and you looked back up at him. His pupils was still bigger but somehow while you were this close to him, feeling you this close to him, he had somehow managed just for a few seconds to be able to gain back a little bit control to move his finger to touch you but then he was also back into the mind control.

"I can't do that to you Five" you said as you took a few steps back and turned around to look at him.

He just stood there, staring forward, not moving, only breathing, his eyes was not even blinking, he was still under your control.

You grabbed his hands before you rested your forehead against his while a tear fell from your eyes "If just you knew the real reason. If just you knew" you said as you let out a small sob.

Then suddenly, you felt his head rested against yours and his hand grabbing yours and you opened your eyes to see that the spirals inside his pupils was slowly disappeared, meaning that he was getting out of your mind control.

"No" you said as you stared right into his eyes before you used more of your mind control and hypnotic ability causing your pupils to grow a little bigger as you kept staring into his eyes causing the same invisible threads to travel from your pupils to his, and his pupils grow bigger as the almost invisible spirals spind faster around inside his pupils and he was put back under your control.

"Okay, that was close, you almost broke free, you shouldn't. How?" you asked.

"It's because you give him strength" "Shut up, it's was only because you lose focus"

"What do I do, if I release you, you will know that it was me. If I kill you, I lose another person I care about and if I don't my aunt will punish me" you said as you ran your fingers through your hair.

You knew why it was so hard and painful, you had falling in love with Five Hargreeves. But you couldn't let those feelings get in the way. You knew what would happen to you if you fail this, so you had to do it, one way or another.

"What are you doing? Kill him, kill him now. He almost broke free and he will do it again. So kill him do. Do it now"

You took a deep breath before you took a step towards Five, who was still standing completely still, not moving at all, just staring forward, still in a the hypnotic trance, still under the mind control.

"Five Hargreeves" you said and Five nodded like a puppet "See, he is under your spell now. Tell him to take his knife and slash his own throat. Come on, do it. It will be so fun to watch the most powerful man in time end his last moments like that"

"Take your knife out" you ordered and Five did what you said "Put it on your throat" you ordered and he lifted up his knife, putting the blade on his throat.

"Now, tell him to slash his throat, come on. He can't feel anything. He wouldn't realize anything until it's too late, he wouldn't get out of your mind control until he is being choked in his own blood. His mind is blank and is under your control and what is best that The Commission are watching and you can show the tape to your aunt and she will be so proud of you. She can watch the tape over and over again and the other agents from The Commission will probably also see it, they will see how powerful you are. The woman that kill the most powerful person man in time or better, mind control him into killing himself. Everyone would be so scared of you"