KokuAka Oneshots

I wish you were here with me..

AU: Missing Kokushibo / Sad Akaza AU

Genre: Angst / Fluff

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——— Akaza's POV ———

I miss him dearly, he has been missing for years, with no sign of ever coming back, yet I feel it was somehow my fault.. we went on a mission when he disappeared, I looked away for a few minutes and he was gone, master assumed him dead. I haven't been the same since, I loved him, I really did, but I never showed it. Now I'm regretting with every bone in my body that I never told him, he was just so intimidating I was afraid he might've been harsh if I told him.. but now he's gone and I can't ever tell him.

Wondering about the infinity fortress, I heard Douma call my name. "Lord akaza!" He yelled, I sighed and looked at him. Ever since Kokushibo has been missing Douma seemed to be keeping me company, even though he's hellishly annoying. "Hm?" I responded. "What are you up to?" He asked me. "Nothing, like usual, just waiting for master to give me a mission." I pinched the bridge of my nose, a little annoyed. "Oh! I came to tell you master wants to see you, bye bye now lord akaza!" Douma walked away in his usual childish manner, I tilted my head slightly while he was walking away.

Huh.. I guess master is sending me on a mission now. I walked to master's office, bowing before him. "You wanted to see me master?" "Yes. I'm sending you on a mission, go to *random place* and don't disappoint me." I nodded. "Yes master.." I quickly disappeared, going to my mission. I honestly hated being alive when Kokushibo has been missing so long, he always stayed close to me and welcomed me when I got back from my missions, I really miss that. I can't ever concentrate in a fight, whenever I look at the slayer all I can see is the features of Kokushibo, goddamn it..

I got into a fighting stance, feeling an aura of someone, but someone sorrowful, I paused, I didn't feel any danger around me, all I felt was sorrow and pain, I tilted my head at this, maybe this wasn't a slayer? Maybe a regular human? Or a demon? Ugh, whatever. I have to kill it right?.. I jumped into the tree, but as soon as I did the sorrowful creature seemed to notice me.

I froze in pure shock and sorrow, it couldn't be, it.. it can't be, was it truly him? Was it truly Kokushibo?

"What are you doing up there, sir?" Kokushibo said to me. "Kokushibo?! It's me, akaza!" I waved my hands around, purely excited to see my love again, but, he looked a bit.. hurt or in pain. "Oh, hello akaza." He looked away from me, he was acting strange. "Eh? Is something wrong?" I asked, he shook his head and seemed to hide his face, I couldn't see much of it anyway due to his hair being messy and unbrushed. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Yes! I'm fine!" His voice seemed to tremble as he spoke, something definitely wasn't right.

"You're not fine." I jumped from the tree, standing on my tippy toes (shortie 😛) and grabbing his face, it was bruised, and he wasn't regenerating, oh, I know why. Muzan presumed him dead so he removed his rank, did I fail to explain that? My bad, Douma is now rank 1 and I'm rank 2. But he seemed like he hadn't eaten or drank water in days, which cannot be healthy. "What the fuck happened to you..?" I bit my lip out of nervousness, he seemed to do the same. "Nothing, I'm f- fi-.." he passed out, I caught him and set him down, panicking. "Kokushibo?! Kokushibo are you all right?!" I shook him, luckily he was just passed out, but not for long, his heart beat was slowing down, yeah I know he's still a demon but he looked weak. 

I looked around for a human I could feed him but there was nothing, I didn't even care at this point and I doubt this would work, but I ripped my own arm off and tried to get him to eat it, but since he was unconscious, he didn't eat it. "Goddamnit, wake up Kokushibo!!" I shook him enough where his mouth opened, I shoved my own arm in his mouth, praying he would at least  try to eat it, luckily for me and him, he tried it, seeming to gain color in his face, holy shit, it actually worked? But I have demon blood and flesh?? Whatever, no time to be worrying about that.

"Kokushibo please wake up now!" I begged, he opened his eyes and looked at me tiredly. "Akaza.. where did I go..?" He seemed lightheaded, shoving his face in my chest, causing my cheeks to go a bit red. "I'm not sure dumbass, you tell me.." I sighed. "You know you worried the hell out of me, right?" Kokushibo smiled a little at my words. "You cared that much?" He said. "Of course, I mean, I love you after all." Fuck, I can't believe I just said that, shit, shit, what's he going to say now?! "Huh?! I thought you didn't love me like that..? I, I certainly love you the same way, akaza." He responded to me, my face grew red like a tomato, he chuckled quietly. "W-What?!" I covered my mouth, starting to tear up.

"You need to stop stressing akaza, of course I love you, why do you think I was always greeting you when you came back from missions? Because I was worried about you," he said, seeming genuine in his tone. "You, you really do love me?!" I said not believing it out of my stubbornness. "Of course, stop being stubborn shortie!" He told me, my eye twitched, god I hated when people point out my lack of height, but when he said it it was almost, calming.. gee, I'm so stupid.

"I'm not short asshole!" 

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Word count: 1019

Damn I certainly made this oneshot longer than most of my story chapters .^.