5. Care

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PRESENT TIME

JIMIN'S POV

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JIMIN'S POV

I know you care about me, Yoongi Hyung. I want you to love me as Jimin, not as PJM. I can't stand PJM myself. But I can't deny the fact that you care for me. You even scolded your guys just because I had a small wound. It kept a smile on my face, even though it hurt.

Planning my own kidnapping by you wasn't easy. It took a lot of thinking and being brave. I'm sorry for putting you through that.

I lost track of time in that dark, lonely place. No light made me scared, like I was so tiny and helpless. It's funny how people wouldn't believe that even in the mafia, i get scared by little things. But I did. I didn't like that. How could I not? I didn't choose this life. I just wanted to be normal, with love and warmth. But now, I can't go back. I'm stuck. I hate this i hate so much..

Flashback

Jimin: Please no.. no, don't make me go in there, I'm begging you, father... (crying)

Mr. Park: You deserve it, you weak and sensitive brat, one day you have to handle the mafia's postings and take over the family business, so stop being a coward and face your destiny!

Mr. Park angrily pushed him into the dark room, locking the room from outside, leaving the crying boy there, banging his hands on the door, pleading for his dream life.

Jimin: I hate it.. I hate it so much, please open the door, I don't like it in here, it's so dark and scary... I don't want to be like you, father, I don't want to be a part of this cruel world... I'm scared, please open it.. open it, I'm begging you...

But there was no use, no one came to save him, no one heard his cries for help, he was all alone in the darkness.

Jimin: I want to be a normal boy, I want to play with friends, I want to go to school, I want to live a life without fear and violence... why can't they understand, why can't they see that I'm just a child?

The crying boy hugged his knees tightly as he was scared because the room was dark and he was all alone.

Jimin: I hate you, father... I hate this life, I hate everything about it... why did you have to be so cruel to me?

End of flashback

My tears fell remembering one of those nigmare days.

Night came, and I felt tired all over. My head hurt, and I was so hungry. My wrists hurt too, from the ropes that tied me up.

I didn't like myself for being so sensitive and weak, while my little bro was tough like Yoongi Hyung. Yeah, my younger bro, two years younger than me. We didn't get to grow up together. He went to live with our grandparents when he was five. But after our parents died, he came to join me in this dark world.

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