Hold Me Tight | JJK

36- Opening up

Song: Train Wreck- James Arthur

Y/N'S POV
I was currently sitting on Jackson's bed in his room. He was the only person who knew about my almost-wedding and fiancé and dad. It's true I thought about leaving, but the thought hurt so bad. And it'd hurt Jungkook more.

Jackson just finished lecturing me about the issue. He told me I needed to tell Bulletproof because this was an threat to them. Kai could tell Eunwoo or my dad my location and they'd find me and the FBI would find Bulletproof no matter what.

"Come on y/n, you can do this. You're the strongest person I know. You endured verbal and physical abuse, a ruined childhood and much more. You are my best friend. And no one could top you" Jackson spoke

"I know I know....please just give me some time. I want to tell them, but I just need to think first" I spoke

"If you're worried about how Jungkook would react to this, don't worry. He's way too in love to be upset over this. Besides, it's not like you chose this. It was forced on you" Jackson spoke

I nodded weakly, smiling to hide away my worries.

Meanwhile, the Bulletproof gang was downstairs discussing about the Royal Gun. Yoongi narrowed down four possible bases the gun could be in since all were highly protected. Jimin already assigned spies to monitor each base for hints. They couldn't afford to approach into the wrong one.

"Hey Jackson" Jungkook spoke, "where's y/n? I saw you guys talking earlier"

"Oh...she isn't feeling well...just give her some time" Jackson spoke

"Not well?! I should go check her!" Lisa spoke, but Jackson stopped her and Jungkook both

"No, she told me she needed time. It's not a sickness, it's something else. Trust me" Jackson spoke, as they nodded understandingly

I caged myself in my room most of the day. I was getting flashbacks of my the past I didn't want to remember. I wanted to be free and away from all those people I knew in the past.

FLASHBACK
"Is this what socks are?" y/n's dad spoke with a cold glare

"Dad, the school rules said white socks? And these are white socks" 17 year old Y/n spoke

"I do not want you wearing ankle socks like a sl*t! MAID! Go get her proper socks" dad spat

The maid quickly changed 17 year old Y/n's ankle socks to long socks. The maid didn't want y/n's dad to break all the vases around him like last time. He didn't even care if it hurt Y/n or anyone else.

"Good. Now, straighten your posture! Have you learnt nothing living in this prestigious and royal community? I'm the CEO of many multi dollar companies. What will people say when they see I have a daughter like you?!"

"Yes dad" y/n spoke, afraid to speak up anything else

"F*cking get out of my sight now. Ugh" her dad spat

She heard him mutter "why didn't she die instead of my wife" and it was so hurtful to hear. However, she endured the comment like always. This was her life.
END OF FLASHBACK

I don't know when I started crying but I did. I didn't want that life again. I didn't want to hear those hurtful words. I didn't want anyone to control my life. I didn't want to get abused mentally and physically. I didn't want to cry every single day. I didn't want to be friendless or single again.

Jackson came inside my room with a food tray. I hadn't eaten all day. He frowned seeing me cry.

"Y/n!! You haven't had a proper meal since yesterday night!" Jackson spoke